Water`drop

*Wednesday, March 31, 2004*

hmmx...jux went to check n confirm me application status...gonna try for biz/acct le...so hope can get into either one ba...hehex..
anw..cy n yk r officially in...haix...n damn...yk in unit 3 cy in unit 2..though same company la..sad sia..no more gay gay stories!!wonder how they r dng nw...of cos..sleeping nw la...since liteouts at 1030..hahax..wonderin if they can get to sleep!!wAhha..n they shld be feeling damn cool on top!!hahahhax...no more hair!!
hahahx..anw...tdy left company at 9..cos was waiting for serine....hahax..prefer to stay back n slack den to do work..hahx..tmr 9-6...den gng bhco for prac..hope i can stil play me erhu sia..tink i'll totally suck at it!oh my gosh!hahhax den if really join their performance in july...eeks!hope stil can play something!hahha..but i'll realli realli go for all e pracs le...if nt damn mean sia....at least gt em n ning to pei wo in erhu side..hahx

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:20

*Tuesday, March 30, 2004*

hmmx...tokking to cy ang n yn nw..yk cumming online soon...reallie last nite to tok le..sigh..n cy 's still making it sound so sad!!boy am i gonna miss this 2 gays sia..cy sae wad...going overseas...gonna find a future wife (rifle,yk) hahax...hope they'll come out during e gd fri wkend...den can c them..n their botak head!they r e last lot to go in le....gonna miss them alot!!oh ya..wish weige n cw all e best too!!2 of them damn suay...ndu....hahax suay sia...hahax
cy>>the guy with the sexy ass..the guy tt detest the crust tt i made..makes corny comments..alwaz w yk
yk>>the guy who's nv early..can reallie crap alot...seldom turn black faced(wait a moment..his face is black le..wAhha)..nice to tok to..alwaz with cy..
cy n yk...e gay pAir!!
sianx...countdown..10hrs!10 hrs to botakhood,to tekaning,to no irc,to more gaying..to 'great' food..hahax
den wanna c them can onlie c during wkends le..nt anytime anymore..haa
Take Care gUys!!!!!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 22:36

damn...e way cy sae make me damn sad abt them gng into ns...damn....make me so sad for wad!!
argh....

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 01:40

Haix tink this story is so sad..cried a lil..sad...

It was first day of the mid-year exams, therefore i finished school a little earlier, i called him,
:Hey, i finished school earlier today, would you come by and pick me up?

:Alright, give me 5 minutes.

:5 minutes? But my school is just beside your house.

:I need to get ready.

:Alright, make it fast then.

2pm in the afternoon, the sun is extremely hot, I stood under a shaded tree and fan myself.

Although it doesn't make much of a difference, it was better that I fanned.

5 minutes have passed, he's still not shown up, I was a lil' unhappy while looking at my watch.

10 minutes and he's still not here....couldn't be that he was met with an accident?

15 minutes passed, he finally shown up.

:Why are you so late?

He wasn't even a lil' bothered: Nahz, was watching TV.

:What?! TV?! Why don't you sleep, bathe and eat before you come down then?

I haven't got anything else to say for that, didn't take the helmet he handed me but stood there and stared at him.

:Sorry.

This was the first time he said sorry to me...

He is an egoistical person all along and has never once apologised to a girl.

I looked at him, Alright, took the helmet and let him sent me home.

He is always acting like this, no explanations, no friction, no quarrels.

The only thing he does is to apologise. To me, somethings can't be settled with a sorry.

I would never go on asking after everytime he apologises.

He told me, that was the first time he said sorry to a girl.

Although it take courage to admit mistakes, he never once correct his mistakes.

Saying sorry became a word to shut me up instead.

Tears flowed down my cheek on the 59th time he apologised.

I dropped my head: you don't ever need to say sorry to me again.

If you can never change, then don't let me keep giving you chances again and again hoping and believing that you would change each time.

He held me lightly, and said the 60th sorry.

Even then, he did not change, and there was no explanation whatsoever.

I began to worry if there was something he was keeping from me.

:What's wrong with you these few days?

:Nothing.

:Then why are you acting so strange?

:I am not.

:What can you say other than this answer?

:Do you know I'm very woried, very insecure,

do you treat me as your girlfriend?

:I'm sorry...

:I don't want to hear you say sorry again.

I put down the phone and he did not call back.

He doesn't even care about me. Maybe we should....break up.

....this was the 99th time he said sorry...

From that day onwards, I never once called me or went to look for him.

Sometimes I get an anonymous phonecall

but everytime I said hello, it was dead, i think it's a call from him, but why don't he speak up?

After one month have passed, I couldn't contain the feelings I still have for him anymore and went to his school to find him.

I went outside his classroom and looked around, but there was no sign of him.

:excuse me, is XOXO here today?

:I'm afraid he already stopped schooling.

:Huh? Why? When was that?

:He hasn't been in school for a month already.

:Oh erms...thanks.

One month....not in school for one month...why is that so? I stumbled home.

Called his hp: Sorry the caller is currently unavailable, please leave your message after the tone....

I put down the phone, and called his house next, but there was no answer.

How can it be? The whole family migrated?

It seems as though he has already disappeared from the face on the earth leaving not even a single trace.

I couldn't find him....just as I was feeling distraughted, the phone suddenly sounded, it was my friend.

He was one of his brothers and also my good friend.

:Hey, what have you been doing? XOXO is in hospital.

:REALLY? WHAT HAPPENED?

:Oh he is in ZZ hospital, the one you stayed in last time.

:I'll be right there.

I used the fastest speed my legs could carry and when I reached the hospital I saw that his parents were already there.

I asked them for the room number and flew across the hall.

He was lying on bed, looking at me, not saying a word, not moving a muscle,

:Hey, what happened to you? Why didn't you contact me?

He did not answer, and used the same stare on me again.

:Come on answer me...why don't you speak?

A tear flowed down the side of his eye, and it looked as though he used the greatest amount of strength that he could master to say...

:I'm...sorry...

After that, his eyes went shut.

:Hey, don't fool around alright...why say sorry to me?

:Don't say sorry to me....please wake up....answer me please.

I wept and fell down on the side of his bed, pulling his shirt I cried out..

:Why do you have to apologise? Why don't you give me an explanation instead?

:I won't forgive you, wake up, saying sorry is no use...

:If you don't wake up I'll never ever forgive you in this lifetime, please I beg of you..open your eyes.....

That was the 100th sorry

A group of medical staff, doctors, nurses pulled me away and tried to revive him. I had no strength to stand up...

My mind was a blank.... my eyes could only see a sea of black.

He did not leave this world...I merely lost the chance to touch him anymore.

But he would appear in my dreams sometimes, telling me how he was doing.

He's still accompaning me, still alive, in my heart.

would still laugh at my silliness, and call me his darling....just that...he never apologise to me anymore.

After a month, his mom came to look for me, and gave me a box...inside was

a 100 photographs, everyone had a story behind them..the reasons why he made me angry.

The first time, my dear, I did not purposely arrive late to pick you up.

I know this excuse is really lame, but I didn't have the heart to tell you the truth then,

before I stepped out of the house, I felt a pain in my chest, but I still made it a point to meet you, please forgive me?

The second time, my dear, I...

The third time, my dear, I...

The 100th time, my dear, I didn't mean to leave you alone in this world,

It had to be so because God did not give me the chance to say I Love You for this lifetime of mine, and to put the ring on your finger....

You are the first girl I apologised to.

And also the first girl I want to be with for the rest of my life...

Forgive me for not able to bring you happiness but I have thus become your angel, always looking out for you...

Looking at you while you find your happiness...promise me...don't shed a tear...

I don't want to see you weep like this for me, I Love You ~XOXO

How can I not cry? What you said was just too impossible.

The last photograph was of him in the hospital,

Although he was skinny, the smile on his face was bright as ever.

His face was white and yet he tried his best to give his last smile on the last photo, the 100th.

At the time when he needed me the most, I wasn't with him.

:I'm sorry.

I held the photo tightly and cried for us.....

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 00:20

*Monday, March 29, 2004*

countdown..2 daes..b4 cy n yk go in le..haix............
tmr sj go in...wished him all e best....haax
1 by 1 they are all joining the botakhood....sighx.....gona miss them!!shall go disturb them everynite..wAhha!but jux lyk wad they said...they'll be out on gd fridae..so its nt too long until they r out..n hope can meet up with them.....den can c how botak they r!oh my gosh.....haha cant exactly imagine....
got a feeling cy will look lyk a monk..wahha!oops!monk with a sexy ass..tts wad yk said.....wahahax..n yk.....cant reallie imagine lehx..shall jux wait n c....hahahx..interesting!
they sae they tmr nt cummming online le..so tdy's their last nite online....so sad!!haha..den nex time no one to crap with me online le!!hahax...n no one to eat n play with..hahax....
nahx..shall nt cont with this topic....wil get sad de....wahahax!!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:02

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hahax

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 01:21

*Sunday, March 28, 2004*

heard something..but duno shld i get upset over it or nt..sure will feel a bit de...but denx...........trying to tink in a positive way la....hope can...sighx.......

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:29

**tian xia wu bu san zhi yan xi..........................**

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 01:26

kinda jux reached hm...hhehehx...had a relative fun dae tdy...hahax
went to meet me claz ppl for dinner..12 of us were there!!me yn yk cy angela, sweet, joyce ,wang lei, yuan shu, botak zq n zh n sj...hahx..went GAPZ to eat..a place tt serves dim sum + sushi buffet...nt too bad..but ouch...25 bucks!time to eat grass nex wk til me pay comes!hahahax....aft tt they wanted to go ktv cos movie too late...den as usual party world was packed..so wanted to go pub de..ended up near cuppage..this stupid indian rest. with a sucky boss..dun wanna elaborate...drank vodka lime..which tasted more lyk sweet lime juice..damn....e rest tried diff stuf too!cy n joyce went red almost instantly!hahax..me took a while to turn red..i swear nv to go back there again le..haahx...n huifang came to meet us too!!hahax...we sat n crap crap..as usual...until 1130 or something..den all zao loh..haahx..poor yn gotta walk all e way hm!!lucky me was msgin her den she nt so sianx..hahahax
duno lehx..tdy rather sianx...haix....lyk din reallie had much opportunity to tok to everyone n stuff..hmm..+ i was rather tired...hahahx..so ya....me n yn gave cy n yk some bkmark or something...tink its damn nice..shall go buy one too!!i wan tt ting!hahaax...tink only yn wil noe wad i mean..wrote a note to e guys tooo..hahhahx..furnie...
Countdown:3daeS!wAhha!
n as usual...zh's full of ns stuff again!haiyo..but im glad his fitness is improving!=)
suggested to e gals to go zoo..haax...hope can go..hahax..

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 01:09

*Saturday, March 27, 2004*

had quite a bit of fun tdy..hahax...work was as usual..went to meet yk,cy n yn play badminton at mpcc(where else can we go??)..frm7-9!damn tired nw..hahax....wah..1st time c yk so black face lehx..cos he tot he lost his fone..den he damn pissed with himself..hahax..wah..den he nv smile at all...play badminton time so pissed lyk tt...den i quickly siam ah..go another court play with yn...let poor cy suffer his smashes etc..hahax den lucky the taxi driver was nice..offered to return him his hp...n din mind driving to mpcc to pass him his fone somemore..heng sia..den wah..his mood totally changed siA!!!haha...all of a sudden smiling etc..to tink me n yn were tinking of giving him a treat cos he looked so sad etc..hahahax..cheat our feelings!hahax lucky ah..hahahax guess he seriously learned his lesson..I HOPE!
aft play bad..den me yn n yk go parkway eat..den more of less no food le..den damn sianx..walked pass jack's place..then e cake looks gd!den we all bought 1 piece each..den headed to roxy sq to sit down n eat n crap...reallie jux sit n crap loh..hahx..den hang ard awhile...den went back le...quite fun sia...hahax...if onlie we cld jux sit there n crap e whole nite or something...hahax..
tmr stil got class dinner + movie...stil debating whether to go for movie nt....hmm...cos late nite ma..hmm...
cy yk etc gng in soon!gonna miss them sia!haahx

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 00:50

*Tuesday, March 23, 2004*

haha..went to bake cheesecake tdy!yummy!so many things happened tdy!
tdy...we supposed to meet at yk's hse at 9am...me was late..abt 930 den reach..yk haven wake up!!cy jux woke up at 912!argh!ca was already at parkway when he arrived in sg at 850am!damn..had a hard time getting yk out of bed...get changed...n i gotta write e ingredients dwn cos tt tidiot din print receipe out!damnx..haax..den by the time we reached parkway..we r even later den cy!amazing!hahax..
went macs eat..den went giant n buy stuff cos its too early!den best..buy all e stuff den cy n yk wanna play pool..no comments loh..hahax..though watch them play reallie damn furnie...yk nt as tyco le...hahahax
den went back to his place..wait for yn to come...den start baking!damn fun..me n yn make e oreo crust..cy n yk make e cake part..n damn..they complaining e crust lousy..shit them la..haahx
we made 2 round ones n one heart n a fw small ones!tink e heart one shld turn out quite nice..was taking so long to get e shape done..when its SOMEBODY who wans a heart shaped de but dun wanna do!hahhaxoh wells...while waitin for e cake to bake..den we play bridge..haha..damn...they alwaz bully me de!whole dae ask me to shuffle...3 against 1 sumore!argh...hahax..gt one time damn corny..me n yk partner shld win de..but i put wrong card last min...damn..yk lyk wanna kill me le!hahax..den played snap/speed with ca den with yn..hahax..tink tdy damn fun...though i miss baking with kiat n qiu instead..hahx
ah...yk complaining e heart one cannot b removed..cos me n yn forgot to butter e sides...oopS!hahahax hahax...cheesecake's yummy!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:44

*Monday, March 22, 2004*

ppl..try this!
http://www.necroticobsession.com/gothname.html
damn interesting!hahax..mine is cruel intentions...hmmx....hahahhax

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:47

argh...e guys r boring me..one gaming another dng something else...ah..bored..
anw...tmr gng baking!!=) can eat cheesecake!n get to bake after so long!e last time me baked was last yr aft prelims with qiu n kiat!tt was so long ago le!!tmr gonna bake oreo cheesecake i tink...yummy!haha...morning going parkway for breakfast..with yk km ca..CA's gonna be back for a dae!!=) stil tryin to persuade cy to go too..hmmx...hope he'll go!e more e merrier!!yn joining us aft her sch...hahahx..thx gal for bringing me e container!=)
gonna work 8am-8pm on wed n thurs..hahax...still considering whether to do it on fri too nt...meihui ask me to lehx..hahax...me n sandhia gonna keep workin OT it seems..hahax if i work den she work tt kinda thing..hahax serine nt OT-ing though..sadx!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:10

*Sunday, March 21, 2004*

wahha..spent most of me time chattin on fone tdy..tts y so late den cum online..hahax...first was w yn den w yk...hahx...was supposed to call lia de...but tok to yn till near 12 le..doubt lia wanna tok oso...tink she rather sleep!hahax...tme gng shopping with yn!supposed to be shopping for shoes!hehex..aiya..no fishing tmr..sadx!they all wan in nite...den jas hope can overnite..so tt can celebrate her bdae oso..but me n yn dun wan lehx..den yk tink too lil ppl..so may nt go..hmmx....i wan go fishing!but e timing's alwaz wrong..hahx...wan go zoo too!!but duno who will/can go cept me n yn...e guys gng ns soon le...haix..
anw tues confirm baking!!hahax..gotta buy ingredients either mon nite or tues mornin...wait til yn end sch ma..which is 1310..so jux nice!~ahax...yeah yeah!!cheesecake here i come!!!hahx
jux realised...dun lyk those ppl who blow hot n cold....lyk dun reallie care abt ur existence de??den when they reallie do nid u den they'll tok to u etc..sucky!!to sae it in a more 'tragic' way..treat u lyk dirt!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 01:12

*Friday, March 19, 2004*

sort of jux came back...full!!went with angela n chunyi to eat sakae buffeT!!yumyum!!but damn full nw..so muz go exercise tmr!!so nice to eat..esp my fried tofu!hahax...
aft dinner..went walk ard..den angela keep taking fotos!hahax..along clarke quay tt side..took so many fotos..hahx...den we slowly walked to suntec..jux nice hf end work..3 of them went drink coffee or something i tink...din join them..lazy le..hehex.....
there's this shop in citylink..fa-ge...sounds lyk f**ker sia...hahahhax oh wells..hehex
was asking angela...wad kinda guy with wad knid of hairstyle wil turn her off....hahx...do u tink guys with long hair look gd??tink nt lehx..onli ekin looks gd..hahx...i dun mind spiky hair though...hehe

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:40

*Thursday, March 18, 2004*

jux finished watching AMI..damn nice...though i tink they alwaz drag so much jux to announce stuff...so xtra...hahax...hmmx...but leah's out...expected...hmmx....im rooting for jasmine n latoya n jon peter lewis!!all so gd!~hahax...tink jon's so cute..as in..e way he acts n dance...damn corny..hahx
anw...tmr gng sakae w cy angela sweet..hahx...yummy!can eat all i wan!yk supposed to go too..but he sick...diarrhoea n puking...poor ting...tink their food marathon was too much for him to handle sia!n so sad he din pass his driving test...oh wells....but nt exactly his fault lehx!!haix..poor ting..
tekong gt e jb robbers thingY!!wonder hows e guys in there dng....duno whether issit gd can slack...bet their parents sure damn worried fer them...hope they r dng fine!!
sad...carol's last dae tdy...haix...reane left..carol left...ah!!our batch so lil ppl le!!sadx!!serine's intending to leave earlier oso..den amy wil follow..den i duno!!haix...oh well...let nature takes it course!=P
hmmx...anw jux tinking...y isit tt i tot i gt over it...but in fact i din!hear things relating to him den...n though i lyk to tok to him on fone...but we dun do it often..nt lyk him and others la..haix..go out oso...haix.........cant say much here..but ya...doubt anything's gonna happen at all..blehx....

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:36

*Tuesday, March 16, 2004*

hmmx..been a long dae le!hahx..went to meet km ydae...crapped quite a bit with her..happy!!=)tok alot...hahahax...supposed to go fishing this sat and blading nex tues..so glad tt i found another person who luvs blading too!!den i can go blade often!!wAhha!exciting!!oh ya..fri end at 5!!managed to persuade me supervisor to let me work till 5!yeah!!den can go eat with me class ppl at sakae..till 9!!wahhax..xciting!!
supposed to meet kiat n lia for movie tmr...wonder wad we'll b watching sia..hmmx...
me bro's back frm camp!!hahahax..missed him!!hahax..stupid yk...called me to ask wad's me bro's name...gay..lucky he nv go tok to me bro..if nt me bro kana polluted by him!!hahax..tsktsk..but yk sae he gt tell his jrs some crap..wadeva...hiaks
Countdown for cy yk they all: 15 daes!!ahx!!
yk was sayin lyk this fri dinner more or less last claz outing...sadx...

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:52

*Sunday, March 14, 2004*

fang asked me to go shopping with her tdy de...but din la...hehex..abit lazy..n startin to feel tt ive reallie spent too much on clothes!!sighx...went swimming with me cuz at temasek club..wahha..nv been there for months..e toilet changed so much!!hahax..decided to go swimmin every wk le..to jian fei!but after swiming we ate chicken wings n spring rolls..which is lyk..no diff..hahax..went queensway aft tt..was super close to getting another skirt!a flair skirt...wahhax...16bucks onli so damn cheap!!but in e end din la...hahax..but bought 2 earrings instead..haiyox...yen bought a damn nice skirt..n a top..hahx..gt special purpose wan sia..*wink*hahax...but normal la..hahax
hahax...reading abt yk,angela,cy hf's adventure ydae...damn corny..quote frm cy:'drenched to the bone!'
corny..he was sharing umbrella with hf ma..hf screamin etc..den he sae to 'protect' her den all wet!while she was kinda dry!hahax..den yk was laffing so hard...den poor angela..hahax..cun imagine how lang bei they looked ydae..corny!hahax
tmr's another working dae!haha..
ah ying asked me thurs go her hse for steamboat gathering..lunch somemore..reallie wanna go..but no time lehx..take leave mehx?quite weird lehx...duno whether they'll allow nt..nt tt i dun wana go..but take leave..
anw..meeting km tmr after work..gonna crap with her...so long nv crap with her le!!wahhax...exciting!but wonder wad time we gona crap till..hehex..
Countdown:16daes b4 yk cy they all go in ns!!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:49

*Saturday, March 13, 2004*

wahha...went to all e open hses tdy!nus smu ntu.....
nus was e most crowded sia...practically saw everyone there!saw me pri sch frens, sec sch frens, jc frens, colleagues!!wAhha!madness!!em n ying lyk super bo liao...jux cum n c c oso shuang..best...they so free ma..wad to do?hahax even joan was there...den stil gt john,yk,cy,hf etc...chatted with them awhile..hmmx...hahx....so many ppl!!went ntu nex after having a meal at clementi interchange(e noodles was gd!~)hahx..there super quiet sia..lyk so few ppl onlie..saw weige there though..with peiren n edward...hmmx..chatted with him awhile....den he sae he prefer smu..more vibrant etc...hahhax...true true..but ntu looks so nice..realie gif e feel of being in some ulu place...lyk where Us are usually located overseas..damn quiet..yen n i were sayin stay at auntie florence's place if i end up in ntu n she in jjc...hahax...interesting..hahax
den went smu..quite okie la...but nth much to c there..hahax...but seems fun!hahax..still duno wad i shld take exactly!hmmx....shall c...stil gt 2 wks to go i tink..hmmx...
went town to shop..damn...bought clothes again!counted le...i gt 6 new tops n 4 bottoms....all nt worn b4 yet!!damn!keep buying for e sake of buying sia!bought famous amos to eat..let my bro eat b4 he go camp for 3daeS!gonna miss him....sobx!hahax
intending to go yen's place to swim tmr..nid to exercise!tt dae's blading was nt enuf!where gt ppl go eat while blading de?LOL!hahax...

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 22:20

*Friday, March 12, 2004*

at me aunt's place nw...rotting..hahax...my aunt supposed to give me opinions for U!hahax...but ya..
she jux suggested tt me n my cuz go melbourne for holidae in june..partly cos me cuz wana go melbourne to visit her fren who's studying there...sounds lyk a ool idea!hahx..den at least i get to travel b4 i get back to studying...joyce gng europe in may lucky gal!i wan oso dun hv...but oh wells.
wonder how's serene they all dng...all shld b slogging nw!hax..but can la...their dae gonna end soon..hehhex
so full nw...ate bryani n carrot cake..nice!!hahax..wonder hows yk n cy's trip to ikea n food fair!hahax...they damn gay sia...

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 12:51

*Thursday, March 11, 2004*

ahx...tdy was a slack dae!was dng slacker's job..jux print out some stuff...for lyk 4hrs!hahhax..den d e normal emails for awhile lohx....hahax
oh ya..tdy saw a guy tt reminds me of zhihao..suddenly miss seeing zh flip his hair!!but too bad he has no hair to flip le!*oops*hahahax
sighx..gonna miss those who's leaving TT le..haix...esp my batch ppl...haix...n doubt none of us gonna extend contract cept yean chian who's actually considering it!hahax
damn...waited for e stupid bus for 30mins....den onli reached hm 1.5hrs ltr!~all thx to e flood at paya lebar area i tink...haix...n to tink tt i tot i was gonna reach hm earlier den ydae....den e end....haiyo!e floods r getting crazy!*shakes head*
tmr me off..sat took leave!!long wkend sia!~wahha!!but nex wk 11-8 la...nt so xciting..hahx..but at least gt ppl w me...hahax....damn..nv go check out who's 11-8 with me!shit...oh wells...

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:26

*Wednesday, March 10, 2004*

argh!hate dng ERMS..for those who duno...is some email correspondences tt im dng now..hehex...was looking fwd to meeting june tdy to go blade!e weather was great!n e beach looked super gd ard 7++...
saw yk n cy with janice jux now...haha..den while blading to e hawker centre...called yk to get me food!!hahax...n he's quite nice to actually did!got to eat hokkien mee n sting ray..hehex...cy was watching show..e 'yk n janice' show...hahaax
anw...left there ard 9 n blade back to e kiosk...stupid yk sae hope i'll fall or something...n i reallie did!fell on my butt!argh...was cursing yk eva since...june fell twice..she alwaz fall at this particular spot...near e seafood place...tsk...hahax...
muz thank her parents for giving me a lift hm!if not i duno where i am nw...hahax

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 00:10

*Monday, March 08, 2004*

ahx...told serene me nt coming online..n here i am again!argh!hahax...was watching westside...quite nice..hahahx..though its getting lamer hahax..oh wells...
tdy's such a rainy dae!everywhere's flooding lyk siao...wahahhax!crazy sia...somemore me din bring umbrella..gotta ask me mum cum dwn fetch me...haiyox...hahahx
jux found out something...i can quit my job le!once i work until pass april...im safe n can quit w/o paying anything for e contract!cool sia!hhax...but i'll quit onlie if serene they all oso quit...if nt so sianx..when i haven even found any other jobs or something..hahx
but ya...quitting is so cool!realised tt gt ppl leaving this wk too!audrey's leaving this sat le..sadx!so many ppl i noe thru TT gng le...haix...
gonna miss quite a few ppl there if we all quit le...they were saying lets go on a trip together..sounds lyk a cool idea...but den sandhia dun wanna org lehx...she too sianx to do so!haiyox haha...she was practically slackin...
TMR's pay dae!!~yeah yeah!!me n sandhia were lyk remindin each other...hahahx...cute!`

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:52

went to eat prawn mee again!tt dae ate e beach rd one...tdy ate e joo chiat one...both great stalls sia!went suntec for all e toks tdy!saw alot of ppl...heheex...sining,serene,ley boon,another gal tt works in my company but duno her name,ying,amy etc...happy!hahax...but stil super unsure wad i wanna take...gonna ask ard for opinions...hehhex..ying sae she's trying out for aj....tink she'll get in la...hehex
lyk this wk....onlie gonna work 4daes!woohoo!~!~hehehex...getting more n more sianx of working...once im done doubt me gonna work le!so sianx!e most some tuitions or something....hahhax
hmmx..aft gng back vj n seeing everybody again...i realised tt i reallie missed alot of things abt vj...e ppl....e lessons we had..e times in e canteen/lib/rr...e crazy stuff tt has happened....wana thank all who cld stand me craziness!hahax..
ya missed some ppl esp...to some u will noe who me referring to...hahahax...duno how to sae but ya..
flipped thru yrbk...nice...c ppl whom ive alwaz seen/neva seen in sch b4...ah!
lets countdown..within 23daes...yk,cy,wq,sj and cw gonna enter ns le!so fast!esp yk n cy..gonna miss them!hahahax...they r e 2 who alwaz b there for claz outings etc...hahax...e 2 gays...hahax....made e clax more alive etc oso..hahhax...oh wells...

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 00:29

*Saturday, March 06, 2004*

sianx!working on a saturday is totally sucky!!was totally bored...and din wanna work at all...but oh wells...grumble n grumble..me n serene keep grumbling to each other...haax..gotta slack e last hr oso...cos nth much to do!hahax...first thing tt happened was ppl asking results how..haiyo!no choice la...hahax...sandhia damn cute...she sae she cun tell us until she told sahira...hahax....cute...hahx!
wonder how did e rest did as well..hope will b great!i miss everybody....lalalalalalax...cun wait to c everybody again!=)

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 22:24

tdy was results dae!!got to noe how i fared..after studying 2 yrs(nt exactly proper studying) but ya..got results tt i was rather satisfied with..though my gp totally sux la...wondering wad to apply to nex!haix...wow...
e nite b4 met up with e rest to play pool at PP..den we walked to e pub thingy near bedok jetty there..by e time we reached there it was lyk 130am!hahax.sit there chat awhile..den started making our way to yk's place...wow....reached his place at 330am lyk tt!wow...den washed up etc..wanted to play monopoly but sianx...n yk even cooked for us!instant noodles n pizza(all instant food) but he bothered to cook!im impressed...shall give him an A for being a nice host!!though he hasnt gt e proper ettiquettes in front of gals yet...shakes head...hahx hf cy n ca took e whole queen size bed...3 skinniest ppl take e big bed!!den poor sweet took e floor..me angela n yk shared a single bed..hahx..damn pathetic..was freezing cold sia..keep waking up...din realise tt yk moved to his bro's rm to sleep instead....its jux tt i woke up a few times n c tt he's stil nt back den i dun care le...take over his place!hahax....nex morn dragged myself up ard 1030...yk was so chao!!hhax...
saw e ns guys...damn furnie...tink ghee chuan n hong en looks betta aft a few wks of ns..hahx...n ghee chuan is so thin now!!was telling e rest to go ns for 2 wks den we happy le!hahax...zhenqiang stil e same..hahx...but zhihao has turned super vulgaR!~shakes head...n his voice so sexy nw!hahax
met alot of ppl in sch tdy...though we were quite late...n super AA...walked in by e centre aisle while mrs chan was speaking...damn AA..buay tahan..hahx...but welll...grand entrance ma!
happy tt most of my frens did well....heehx...=)me,kiat's n lia's results all nearly e same..damn furnie...stil rem e daes we went studyin together etc...oh wells..
CA returned to msia le...sigh..gonna miss him..again!!hope he comes back soon....n stay longer manx!miss e whole of s36!!though nt everybody's enthu abt claz outing le..bleh...

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 00:35

*Wednesday, March 03, 2004*

jux finished watching AMI..din reallie concentrate on watchin it..cos was on fone with yn....but can sae nt beri gd la...so ya...but jux wondering who will get pass..there's dis guy..who's quite fair.....tink he's 16 or something...reminds me of ghee chuan!!i duno y..hmm...hahax
oh ya...results confirm out on fri.hhax...tdy totally no mood to do work..walk ard n tok to the rest..though they were all supposed to b bz ans calls....hahax...kinda distracted them huhx?hahax..me changed me off dae...but duno those ans calls de how...cos w/o us they will diE!!haahx....
wah...tdy some of e newies kana stressed/scolded my caller until cry lehx...cham sia...this gal jasmine who i alwazz help...she kana complain 3 times until she cry..haix...den another gal cry until damn cham lyk tt....den snr help her handle call...lyk damn cham...
n my dear elsa last dae tdy...sighx..gonna miss her!~hhax..she's so nice!~so many ppl r quitting/hv quit...haix...cun wait for my time to cum....hahx
changed off dae to fri instead..den gonna work 9-6 w serene on sat...if she nt gng on sat den i oso dun go..damn sianx la.....hahhax
had a hard time deciding how..hahax

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:20

bored..chatting to clazmates online...but duno wad the heck they tokking..so sianx...hahax...tired...but dun wanna sleep...wonder wads e plans for thurs...oh wells...
im nt worried abt results at all lehx...cham la....totally nt in e mood!!haix..lucky work helps put my mind off it oso..cun wait for fri..can c so many ppl!~miss so many of my vj sch mates..hahx...esp claris they all...haix...
gotta work tmr...n e nex dae n e nex nex dae.....haix...but getting fun la...get to chat with alot of ppl...gt to noe e newies oso...den chat quite a fair bit...c them lyk me on my first dae..was so sure i wanted to quit le.....haahx
oh wells....

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 00:40

*Monday, March 01, 2004*

Worked until 8 tdy!!yawnx...hate it when i gotta work nite shift...so lil ppl left...n got so many calls waiting tdy!!haix...though i din xactly ans la....was being a nice person tdy...helped e newies alot!!tink they were quite freaked la....lyk me on my first dae!helped them..den had a nice chat with some of them aft they ended..while i was supposed to be working la...hahx...
ard 1950..there were lyk 15calls waiting!!decided to ans calls instead if nt e rest dunit to go home le...lucky we managed to clear e calls ard 2005..hahax....i saved them!!hahax..think ppl r crazy!!so many calls nw!!everydae with such a high influx lohx...kns....pity those ans calls......haiyox......
chatting with e rest nw..hahx

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:15