*Thursday, September 30, 2004*

found out more things again...n am a lil upset over it...upset by e fact tt he's lyk tt...dunoe la...
starting to qn myself whether do i really really lyk u...i was beri beri sure of it...but nw...i dunoe..its nt the same anymore...
den again...starting to qn...hv i eva reallie lyk a guy b4?as in i duno...confused...wondering whether im suitable to b attached eva or nt....cos i feel tt im one tt can b rather fickle..i duno...
but if i can lyk him fer so long...does it mean something???or isit cos no other guy has interest me yet tts y i stil lyk him?i reallie qn myself..

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 01:05

*Tuesday, September 28, 2004*

i dun lyk gng down fer co on mondaes...cos gt ppl tt i tink r super darn irritating...but i luv playing the cello!!!the cello's the only thing keeping me there!i luv playing it...though i tink im nt tt gd yet...n i jux managed to borrow it back to hall to practise n play...im so happy!!i jux luv the sound of the cello...rather mellow...but soothing...hehex...hope i can get to play nice songs on it!hehehex...considerin whether to buy one so tt i can play...but tink e time's nt ripe yet...im jux a beginner!!n there's stil a long long long way!mayb can consider taking lessons n graded exams fer it..n bcum pro!hahahax...
oh...i oso wanna continue taking piano lessons lehx...miss it alot...sian of the songs which i keep playing..canon in d..marriage d amour..dong fong po etc etc...hahax...n i wan to learn more abt composing songs!!i tink its super fascinating!how can song writers come out with songs???lyk which part to plan first?shld e lyrics come out 1st?or e music??n the music itself is already complicating!!hw to get matchin accompaniment to the melody??dun u tink its jux so amazing??i tink it is...hehex
hmm...tt dae me mum asked me bro if im attached!hahx..nearly laffed my head off when me bro told me abt it!hahax..cant bliff she ask him tt...hahax...cos she sae i alwaz out on sat de..so she presume me attached..hahhahaax...crap sia....hahax

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 01:53

*Tuesday, September 21, 2004*

haix....life's boring..im jux buried in a huge pile of work...nv ending...n im nt dng ANYTHING at all to change tt fact..wad the heck...
anyhow....although i said tt ive reallie wanted to gif up....but i din...but tdy was reallie IT!
hate it when he blows hot n cold..hate it when he dun even bother to sae anything tts troubling him..lyk wad e heck!!i hate it!!
its jux impossible to understand u at all!!its jux u!each time i try..i am jux getting more n more confused..n e more im making myself pissed n irritated...for no rhyme or reason..n i dun wanna bother abt u anymore..
deleted ur msgs in my fone...to stop me frm tinking abt the things which had happened b4...
i'll definitely stil c u ard...but i'll jux treat u as a normal fren...nth much...i'll move on...u'll move on...we r jux different...
goodbye

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 02:51

*Monday, September 13, 2004*

haix...saddened nw...i feel tt its impossible fer it to go my way...so i guess i shall jux gif up hope...no pt holding on to something which does nt belong to me..i shall jux bid farewell to wadeva i've been trying to hold on to..sad i will definitely be...but all i can hope is fer time to heal the wound...

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 22:48

*Thursday, September 09, 2004*

hmmx....cant bliff tt me 1st quarter of uni life is gonna b over jux lyk tt...its lyk...i dun even noe wad i've been actually dng fer e past few wks!ask me wad i've learnt...basically nth abt accounting...it sux la...ask me whether im enjoying uni life...i can tell u...nehx...nth abt uni life is interesting...except e no. of slopes u can find ard in e campus!walk until shagged sia...well...i can sae tt hall life is interesting...so guys...muz at least try try hall life kk...hehehx...u wont regret!~ im in e publicity n cultural subcom of me hall...basically do sai gang fer me head la...hahax...nt bad can slack...n im in hall choir!cant bliff it man...me..singing in a choir??!hahax...oh wells...hws everybody??!!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 03:23

*Saturday, September 04, 2004*

at hall nw....finally using me own lappie!!so happy!hahaax..though it aint as exciting as i tot it wld b..but nonetheless...at least i gt me lappie!haha...aft a long long long wait of 3wks!!super long siA!!
anw...wed n thurs was my hall's subcom recruitment...so i went down la...damn crap la everything..haa...anw..i gt into cultural n publicity subcom!left social which have no news yet....hope wil get in too...hahahax..den i reallie super involved in hall stuff le..
stil contemplating whether to continue with inline hockey...1 is cos june is nt keen le...den i oso sian sian le...den 2 is...with so many hall stuff...gt time to cope nt????haix....dilemma manx....

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 01:22


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