Water`drop

*Friday, October 28, 2005*

chiKa bOOm!!at MSE lab...make a quick post...im staying in hall this wkend!!bcos nid to nerd!!*freaks*hope it wont b scary...sining was telling me her roomie sae last sat gt this gal wore kimono n cross road at 10++pm...i hope tt gal's gng for some halloween party n nt others..*prays*..hee..nt bad la..this time stay in sch to nerd..gt ppl to pei wo...hehe...n nex wk stil nid to get yq etc to nerd..hee...shall inspire ppl to nerd n oso inspire me to nerd!muahahaha...
gng for prata ltr...*dreams of prata*..i haven really started studying for the dae yets...=study study study...wad i lyk abt studying...is can stay up til the wee hrs!hee..fun in some ways..the nite is cooling n quiet...heading to canB to nerd is nice too...hehee...though its a lil far..hee..but stil nice..comfy seats...muahahaaha!!okie...rest rest...ltr wanan nerd liaoz!hee...
nerd everybody nerd nerd!!hee

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 17:54

*Wednesday, October 26, 2005*

hmmz...somehow the idea tt exams are CUMMING isnt registering...sighZ!!nid to mug hard gal!!u noe wad does mug hard means??means u have to concentrate on ur studies...u noe ur studies rite??the one tt has loads n loads of accounting info in it?nt 4getting ur GE oso...u noe...the analysis of all the disorders??yeSH..so mug means....CONCENTRATE ON STUDYING THOSE N STOP THINKING OF ANYTHING ELSE OTHER THAN UR BELOVED ACCOUNTING STUFF N PSYCHO STUFF!!yesh!!how many times muz i tell u to nerd nerd nerd??!!stop getting distracted by the poopoo msn and lappiE...the tv shows thats foreva there...and others!!

*it appears tt ive gone crazy frm my attempts to nerd..and im nt nerding hard enuff...tts y im gonna stay in hall til exams end!!yesh i muz!!nerd nerd nerd!!woo...im so in luv with nerding!!*swoons...eeks!!**
hahaa...thx to those who've been nerding with me these daes k..lets mug hard together!!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 05:05

*Friday, October 21, 2005*

here i am...trying to study in the reading room (woo...discovered another RR in S3 tt has NOBODY!!the room's all to myself n frens!*grinz*)...okie...as i was saying..i was TRYING to study..den suddenly a grp of ppl cums into the room..with their tutor...because there's a free ridership problem..wow..i guess this a real serious matter huhz?the tutor was trying to get the grp mbrs to discuss wad actually went wrong with the whole thing..y this person is said to be free-riding...aft explaining...the tutor came to sae tt this is a serious matter...really...if it happens in the real world...that person wld hv been fired...blah blah...quite serious i suppose...tt poor gal oso had to defend herself..i think she kana bombard lyk tt abit ke lian...but i understand how her grpmates feel..if u end up dng most of the work n tat person doesnt contribute at all..the tutor gt 'seh'!!the way he sort of resolved the whole matter...scary but woW...reminds me of my own grp prob...hahahahaha...but we are nice ppl!!=D
okie....lunch timE....to satisfy germs' craziness....this is frm her...hihihihihihihiihihihhi

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 11:27

*Tuesday, October 18, 2005*

i wonder...do i suck as a fren?? well..nt spending much time with the old frens who hv been there for me all the time..foresaking an important get-together session cum bdae celebration because of my studies...which are piling up oh so higH...getting on their nerves and they are getting on my nerves...oh wads gng on?haiz....
joyce n lp..sorry i cldnt make it on sat..feel bad abt it..but my projects n sch work's juz killing me..will try to make it up to u all okie...
wad abt s36?am i 4getting abt them too?the laziness to organise usual sat outings..haven seen them for SO long!!i noe some of u are asking me to org...but pardon me la...so much work n commitments...im drowning!!will make it up to u all too...=BUT i realise family is the most impt..blaming myself for my younger bro's behaviour now...was i a real bad example?n tts y he followed my footsteps?blaming myself for his behaviour, the late nites out..nt returning home..y are u dng this??blame myself for his results,blame myself for nt spending enuff timE with them,blame myself for being such a lousy older sis, blame myself for not being there for them when necessary, blame myself for causing so much trouble to my parents...my high expenses..the trouble to send me to sch every wk..wasting their hard work...their concern for me...the drives back, the calls to ask abt me, the weekly supplies of nice n yummy food,the wkly supplies of health supplements because they are afraid i'll fall sick...i LUV u all!!thx for all tt u've done!!but...hv i played my part??hv i done my part for the family?
THinking back...what have i actually done?i regret not spending time with my grandma..each time i think of her i cry..the food she cooked,the smiles she had,the scoldings she gave...each time i see hospital scenes of dying ppl, it juz reminds me of that fateful day,n i cry..each time i think of grandpa too..i cry...i regret nt cherishing them..until i lose them n completely lose the chance to tok to them..to noe them betta..i envy those who's grandparents are still ard...the weekly visits they hv to their grandparents'..although some may complain of it..i stil envy them..bcos i dun hv the chance anymore..n nv will...the chance is gone n ive lost it...we are also drifting apart frm my uncles/aunties and cousins too...to think this is how much life and death can affect us...so to those who's reading this...learn to cherish those ard u okie?go and do/say wad u shld, dun lose the chances...dun regret it...
one thing i can do now...is to study hard n nt disappoint my parents/family.i nid to study hard..i CANOT put all their efforts to waste..no i cant..i HAVE to study very hard..
trying to make up for the past..but whats done can NEVA be undone...
*crying out alone in this lonely nite*

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 01:35

*Monday, October 10, 2005*

this post was originally something else..but i decided to get rid of it..n change it to something else..
being who i am, there's definitely happy timEs n unhappy times..there are things tt are meant to be and things that arent, there are things tt ought to be done and things which are nt necessary,there are things to be prioritised and things which arent juz meant to be prioritised,there are things which ive prioritised it wrongly and there are things which are right,there are things tt ive missed and things i dun, there are ppl who i miss dearly and some tt i dun think abt at all,there are ppl who i care alot juz tt i dun sae it out,there are things tt ive alwaz wanted to do but i lack the courage to,there are things ive done wrongly and i regret it,there are things tt i hope can be salvaged but it cant be,there are things tt can be salvaged..and i shall make tt happen!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 02:45

*Tuesday, October 04, 2005*

梁静茹 - 可惜不是你

这一刻突然觉得好熟悉像昨天今天同时在放映我这句语气原来好像你不就是我们爱过的证据差一点骗了自己骗了你爱与被爱不一定成正比我知道被疼是一种运气但我无法完全交出自己努力为你改变却变不了预留的伏线以为在你身边那也算永远仿佛还是昨天可是昨天已非常遥远但闭上双眼我还看得见可惜不是你陪我到最後曾一起走却走失那路口感谢那是你牵过我的手还能感受那温柔那一段我们曾心贴著心 (我想我更有权力关心你) 可能你已走进别人风景多希望也有星光的投影

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 03:03

*Monday, October 03, 2005*

You are Gold Pegasus, who is extremely cheerful and seems like a very open person. You can show consideration to others, and have a good sense of humor. You are also a person who doesn't want to loose.However, you can be very temperamental, and can suddenly become optimistic, and next minute you are very pessimistic.You look for fancy atmosphere in daily life, but you know that is only to cover up for your own dissatisfaction and discontent. You possess unworldly bilateral character.You have very unique personality, and people who like you and those who don't are clearly divided.You tend to be audacious, but you must be careful when you use it. Because Gold Pegasus people tend to be divided into those who exhibit great talent and those who can go stray from the right path.Unlike your confident attitude, you are rather too nervous, sensitive and can easily change or give up your objectives. Your natural instinct is fabulous, and you have a passionate personality. You tend to lead life with lots of emotional ups and downs.You dislike being restricted, and prefer to enjoy freedom, and this will not change even after you get married. Therefore there is a chance of you getting divorced.

-gt this link frm germs blog..http://noracom.net/eng/fortune/color_cheki2.php...haha...think its quite true in certain ways..hee..-

*feeling yucky sucky ducky now...there are some things tt i cant comprehend with..u've changed,ive changed, so its normal things go these way...
maybe its the timE for me to be a loner..i nid some timE alonE i guess*

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 03:18

*Sunday, October 02, 2005*

oooo....bz wkend...had perf at fort canning park's raffles hse...climb high high...woo...loads of blunders i guess...1st the conductor n a few others were missing until 5mins b4 the perf bcos of a change in timing...den it was so dark tt everyone cldnt see the scores...n i cld only hear myself playing... ;oh wells....its over...time to concentrate on wads really impt...yes...the exams!!eeks!freaks....i think there's officially 35 daes to it!!= beri bad...haiz...
anw aft fort canning went PS with a few others...haha...walked ard trying to find place...n decided to hang out at starbucks instead!!the guy mixed up me n gong ji's drink!!no wonder mine din taste sweet although i ordered caramel frap, n his was so sweet although he ordered espresso frap....haha...damn furnie...gong ji la!!distracted tt guy!!if nt y he mixed up our drinks!haha...aft tt we chiong ice cream...den chiong dim sum somemore...alamak...gaining loads of weight lyk tt liao la....eeks....
timE to go swim n jog more often!!=D
tmr's doom dae....here comes the board meeting!!*cat fight*

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:58