Water`drop

*Saturday, December 31, 2005*

waHh....in hours timE....its gonna be 2006!!wOO...so exciting!!thinking back...wad hv i actually done in this yr??studied quite abit...made fantastic frens...learn to take up new responsibilities and cope with it...wow...yup yup....been a great yr so far i guess....gona miss it...but well..ive to admit im also looking forward to 2006...more work to be done definitely(i already hv an assignment due nex wk!) , ntuco concert coming up (alot of planning to do!), PA (will the big4 take me in?), china/bkk trip (planning in prog as well) and more more responsibilities to undertake!!woo...hope i can do it....hahaa...jia you wor...this yr is oso the yr where my jc claz guys enter uni...so exciting!!means its oso my final yr!so fast!!!waHHHH!!
lets all say gd bye to 2005 and embrace 2006!!loads of resolutions this yr i guess...haa...hope it can be fulfiled!=)
see ya all nex yr!!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 03:06

*Thursday, December 29, 2005*

did sub reg tdy..totally sucked...cos din get any of my desired timeslots at all...had to replan everything all over again...well...this time the few of us has different combi of classes...only me n germs hv the same timetable...we've gt to xiang yi wei ming le....but nt too bad la...juz tt mon n tues are 830 daes...abit difficult to get up..esp since gt CO on both daes...oh wells...think ntu shld do something abt the system...haha...somehow its lyk the stock exchange...looking for more vacancies..keep refreshing the pg etc...hahaa...oh wells...
CO camp's still ongoing..haa...we did alot of crap for talent nite..its super duper furnie la...the theme is romantic love story...n so we came out with some sort of skit...hahaaa...its super duper furnie...n we danced the CO mass dance!!hahahhaa...n sang hokkien lines(well...only those few lines ma),songs,n imitated MANY commercials...its super duper furnie!hahaa...we are such a creative bunch!!!we roCK!!!!=)
darn...the thing abt being in hall is...wil tend to eat quite abit n go for suppers...the dae b4 was tau hwey,ydae was tang yuan..tdy had fishballs n chix wing(FRIED...they ran out of BBQ ones..SUXX)...AHHHH....nid to stop eating so much liao!pengs...
tmr's last dae of camp...hope it will be great..haha...
anyways...nw i understand hw my jc claz guys feel whenever we are late...the feeeling sux...the feeling of waiting for ppl...somemore its nt lyk for 5/10mins...its a long timE...its nt gd to be late..sometimes..if u cant make it for the certain timing set...den dun try to think u can n set it so early..n make ppl wait...n if u hv no choice but to b late...inform them..n learn not to be late..nt paiseh ahz??haha...yea lo...so im gonna learn to be more punctual...yes yes..
there's some essence of li3 shang4 wang3 lai2 in this too...

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 02:32

*Tuesday, December 27, 2005*

somehow im alwaz right about my theory...the closer u are(in terms of distance),the further(in terms of the frenship) u seem to drift....guess there's really a limit to how close ppl can get...or maybe its juz the way i handle ppl ba...pushing ppl away when they are close...so it has happened lyk all my life...yup yup...im stuck with it...that's me...live with it!!of cos there's also such things as proximity frens...getting close to those who r close...but i think the previous statement is more significant for me...
i miss my frens....but i guess our frenship has already turned into hi-bye frens le ba...not as close as ever ba...n eva since tt incident happened...i've oso nt contacted them much le ba...duno whether they stil gt contact each other...i guess they do....but oh wells...thx for all the happy times n all the best for ur future endeavours...hoPe we stil hv chances to meet up ba...

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 03:25

*Sunday, December 25, 2005*

MERRY XMAS one and all!!=) i luv xmas..so many nice lights...nice carolling...so many nice nice songs..i LUV it!=) its also a time to tell ur loved ones hw much u love them n cherish them!!its a time for giving n sharing!!hope all of u will hv a splendid xmas!!!!hoHOHO!!!!=) though its oso a special dae for something else...i'll still try to spend it meaningfully de...=)
its 330am nw..but im so darn hyper...haa...juz finished my jigsaw...so happy!!hee...gt another one to make though..so fun la...haa...i lUv jigsaws...they seem tough at 1st...but once u start...u juz cant stop!!hee...n i went to cut my hair!!at chapter 2!!at marina square!i luv it!!hee..but whether i can style it so nice is another matter..yup yup...i gt a hairstyle tt i can style again...hahha....the hairdresser so nice la...she's done such a great job....n she's so xi4 xin1...cut for 1.5hr according to hf..but wells...its worth it!i think i'll go back there n cut more often liaoz...since they gt nice haircuts..plus ntu students got discount..HOHOHO!i lyk wk chpt 2!!=)
nex wk's gonna be a bz wk..but tts the wk when everyone's a lil freeer n can go out with me..darnz...........bLEH..oh wells....i'll make time for u all!!=)

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 03:23

*Thursday, December 22, 2005*

quite alot of things happened these daes...firstly...gt my results...im quite okies with it...but i guess i really nid to put in more efforts...n do betta!!i wanna get my As!sighz...where's my As??boo hooo....fight fight fight!!hee..nex sem i shall work super duper hard!
den gt CO...gt alot of things to do ah...must do liao...muz get the ticketing things done well...hee...yup yup...
oH oH....wang zi bian qing wa is juz too nice la!!im rewatching it for the 3rd timE liao!!!the nice parts only though...super duper nice nice nice!y is ming dao so shuai n gd looking n nice in the show?sighz...i oso wanna meet someone lyk ming dao/shan junhao/dang ou!!hope it really happens...haha so shuai so shuai so shuai so shuai so shuai....droOLs....
there's somethings i wanna sae...but i juz 4gt wad isit for nw...darnz...nvm...back to dangou/shanjunhao/mingdao...
mERRy merry bEearlied Xmas!!=)

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:54

*Sunday, December 18, 2005*

finally reached the big 2...thx once again to everyone for the well wishes n gifts n celebrations!!=)
well...this big 2 really comes with alot of responsibilities huh...cant b a kid anymore...hv to learn to take up huge roles...cannot sa3 jiao1 anymore...there's definitely alot of things tt come together with it...i hope i can handle wad lies ahead...well...the thing is...i cant tell ppl im 10++yrs anymore....boO hOO...haha..n im juz 1 yr away frm adulthood...the big 21!!yikes!!oH wells...im officially 20yrs old as of 17 dec 2005!!hehehehe....so juz hope everything's gonna turn out fine!!
thx for everyone's concern for wad has happened the past few wks..im stil praying hard tt everything goes fine n life goes on...meanwhile...im hoping my results wil be fine!!
oh oh...zouk/M.O.S anyone?feel lyk gng...been a long while since i went..n xmas is coming!!!im SO into the xmas mood nw..kinda miss carolling...miss singing all the songs....nvm...ask angelini they all to sing with me!xmas xmas xmas!!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 00:55

*Friday, December 02, 2005*

this song totally suits my mood nw...

Simple Plan: Untitled

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how I can’t remember whyI’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 02:24

im scared..im really really very scared......
y is this world so unfair??y cant things remain as they are..n alwaz will??y muz the happy times be foresaken..in exchange of the unhappy ones??y muz ppl grow old??y muz all this happen??
y??can someone juz tell me y is all this happening??!!
-sucks-
*thx to those who are concerned..=)

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 00:53