Water`drop

*Wednesday, March 29, 2006*

From Autumn to Ashes--Short Stories With Tragic Endings
Here you stand seething with guilt.Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness,the one thing that I cannot give.(Did you ever see that one personand the way they do these thingsand it hurts you so much it's like choking choking chokingdown the embers)I can give you freedom from your guilt,with a flick of my wrist onto yours.I can give you peace of mind with a forced smile.I can give you death with the look upon my face.This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,with no last kiss and no regrets;you don't deserve good bye.This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,with no last kiss and no good bye.Here you stand seething with guilt.Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.With a short story, the one you add to daily, you are the tragic loss.No story book ending for this fairy tale of you.Just the one composed with blood taken from your pen that you hold in your lifeless hand.Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end.Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end.(Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersionsand to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.You let this one person come down in the most perfect moment.And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now isA reminder of what I'll never haveI'll never have... I'll never...Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.But this table for one has become bearable.I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.Did you ever look, did you ever see that one personand the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersionsand to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.And you let this one person come down, come down.I cherish you...I cherish you.Just say you would do the same for me.Just say you would do the same for me.Say you would do the same...Just say you would do the same for me.For as much as I love Autumn,I'm giving myself to Ashes.)

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 01:58

*Saturday, March 25, 2006*

lemme see...its 25th mar...0410...n im stil awake..supposed to be studying...but im chatting...but lesser ppl online for me to chat liao...so tts gd...i can finally get down to some serious studying...im lagging in my studies...haven been studying hard enuff...juz played alot..haiz...this is bad bad bad....gal...wad r u dng sia?haiyoz...get down to serious nerding!!
-nerds-
heard a terrifying story tdy...this gal from ntu went jogging at nite alone den gt raped by bangla worker....eeks....so freaky la...n curse tt stupid bangla worker...kns....e gal beri poor thing la....muz hv been super traumatising for her...hai...she din report though..haiz...shld hv done so..muz let ntu noe how lousy their stupid campus security is...e sch's flooded with peeping toms n clothes (mostly lingerie) stealers liaoz..nw stil gt rapist...arghz...wads e sch coming to??horrible admin, horrible ideas, super gd at wasting our money (wads e pt of having grass on the roof of a sch?!) etc etc...haiz...horrigible...yucks....
gonna camp in sch frm nex wk le...jio me if u studying....i nid study mates...=)

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 04:10

*Tuesday, March 21, 2006*

exams cumming..gonna stay in hall more often le ba...i guess i noe y sometimes i prefer staying in hall more than gng home...seeing how situations hv changed...its no longer like b4...sometimes i hope tt it was lyk b4...but no...time has decided to move on...n expects us to move on too..fine...if tts e way its meant to be...
*wishing that my prayers can be answered*

qing gong yan was great...though nt many ppl came..but wells...had loads of fun...hahaz...loads of pics taken too...Motorfest this wkend...woo...so exciting...lambo lambo here i come!=)

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 01:28

*Sunday, March 12, 2006*

liking someone does not mean u hv to have that person...as long as the person that you like is happy...thats all that matters....seeing him or her so happy n cheerful..isnt tt wad really matters?surE...u may feel a lil hearbroken and upset...but let timE heal the wound...everything will definitely be betteR...tts wad im hoping for....

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 20:47

*Saturday, March 11, 2006*

playing games n jogging with e CO ppl's fun fun....haa...went jogging on tues,wed n thurs....so fun la...haah....but one horrible bad thing happened....i hurt my ankle!jogging time kept turning...den suddenly twist...tot nth wrong...so continue jogging...n play bball lo...aft tt realise its swollen...nw cant walk properly...nice of all my frens to ask n help me out in sch...haha...nw i take double e timE to get to sch liaoz...haha...so tiring oso la...i htink my right leg wil b strong aft this wk...haha
oH....went haoyang's place for zhen jiu...quite effective!cld feel e results almost immediately!haha...but ers...i think i tensed up too much..den aft tt almsot fainted....felt beri beri faint la...haa...thx to haoyang's parents really...haa...they so nice la....hahaa....nw betta le...but his parents sae muz let it rest for at least a wk...my mum sae let it rest for a mth...bLEhz...haha
anw...im gonna start studying nex wk!!anyone wana join me?
anw...i think i hv reviewed my budget....it shall be an expenditure of 15bucks a wk...sounds betta rite?den at least i dun only eat bread..but if can spend even lesser even betta!
i nid to save up for china trip n driving lessons....haha

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 00:25

*Monday, March 06, 2006*

been a LONNGGG while since i blogged!!well..kinda been bz with CO stuff..so pardon me!
wells...4th March 2006...NTUCO presents Transient Reminiscences!To me...its a huge success!!hee...we managed to attain full hse!!first time in NTUCO history!!we all created history!!this rox!!in addition...e concert was not too bad too...although we did make some mistakes here n there..n gt abit disorganised..but i think we all really tried our beri bez..so 3 cheers to NTUCO!!lets strive even more for nex yr!!=)
Once again..muz oso thank all my frens who came to support me...really thx thx thx thx thx!!!=)u all rock!!hees...hope u all liked it..hees...something different la...hehe..n oso my fan club frm 36!!hahaha...thx for the words on the feedback form ahz...hahaha..damn sweet la...hahaha
haha..had loads of fun ydae too..so many pics taken...haha...i luv NTUCO!muaahahaa..nw juz cant wait for qing gong yan...haha...
feels abit furnie to nt hv COs on mon n tue le...lyk something missing lyk tt..haha..but on another note...i can wear skirt on mon/tues le..hahaha...
nvm...lets hv more nellers dinner n gatherings...so fun la..haha
nw finally gt time to get to some serious studying...n to get some stuff sorted out...keep thinking abt it this few daes...i think its making me crazy...i think i shld stop thinking abt tt..if nt its bad...haha...im nt making sense horz...too bad..haha....i think only me,myself n i noes wads gng on...but i think its too far-fetched la..haa...let everything shun qi zi ran ba.....

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 02:58