Water`drop

*Thursday, November 30, 2006*

hmm....exams seasons reallly bring about many gd memories...every exam season there are nice n wonderful memories..sure there was the stress and pressure frm studying...but nt 4getting the times ive had with my wonderful frens while mugging...the encouragement we gif each other n stuff...n being able to noe one another even betta each time...its really a season worth remembering...altho exams are over n i shld b happy..but each time i oso feel sad..cos i wld hv less of such quality time spent with my frens liao...we'll hv our own commitments n stuff...kinda miss it already..boo..oh wells....i hope we'll be able to spend more time together...=)

for those who're still having exams..jiayou n gambate!!i'll be supporting all of u!!=) lets look fwd to the end of the exams n enjoy play time...n XMAS XMAS XMAS XMAS XMAS!!hees!!

SWMOFF + MOMF + MCMF =?????haha!!furnie!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 01:50

*Wednesday, November 29, 2006*

yeaaa..exams are over!hmm..supposed to be happy n ready to go out n enjoy myself..but apparently not doing that..in FAL nw..looking at interview stuff..the nex few daes we'll all b bogged down by big 4 interviews n stuff..come to tink of it..its kinda scary huh..so fast gg out to work le..scaryyyyy!!
time to enjoy my life as a student!hmm...so wad shld i do nw tt im kinda free?hMm...seriously..i dunch noe..hmmm...someone get me to do stuff!!im quite freeee!!!okies..but i nid to get my biz plan out..bossy keep asking me for biz plan..which i tink i shld reallly start tinking abt le..if nt..i dun tink i can fulfil this dream n hope of mine..lyk my many other dreams...
was tokking to zq ydae..he enlightened me more abt gg into psycho police dept and forensic dept..boo..seems quite far and out of reach too..boo hoo..maybe im juz too lazy..or mayb i shld juz..start searching online for similar job opportunities or something..weee...air traffic controller?still lyk tt job idea too...basically...wad do i wan in life?i dunch noe..weeeeee..
great..oh wells...xmassssss!~!~

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 14:24

*Tuesday, November 28, 2006*

hope you all will understand...

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 17:40

hmm..been a long while since i blogged ehz?hahaz..well..in a dae more..im done with the examss!!wee..altho i can admit im nt tt optimistic abt the results this time..but wadeva..im gona enjoy myself to the maxx!!its kinda my last hols...boo..sad to even tink of it tt way..haizz..oh wells...i hope i can enjoy myself to the max these hols!!hees..altho i'll b working..but well...there's still the wkends!!=P
realise i kinda miss CO pracs..been awhile since i praced..nid to prac more..n i wanna play more songs!~!weee!~!~!~ i hv to admit..CO really spiced up my life...=)
so happyyyyy...its xmass...my faveeeeeeeee season..the time for sharing n giving..weee..i love xmas..dunch u??i loveee the xmas carols..i loveee the lights...i lovee the xmas treess with nice decos...i lovee the candy canes (i use to pester my parents to buy boxes of it!=p)..i loveee the saless...i lovee the weather...basically...i LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEE xmass!!i wana watch all the xmas shows!!or attempt to watch all..they gif me a nice n warm feeling..its great..i really love xmass...wonder hw i'll b spending it..hmm...i wana..enjoy the lovely season!xmas party?haha..
come to tink of it..my hols gona b damn shortt..booo..n things gona b different nex sem..with so many of nellers gg on IA n stuff..boo hoo..ohh wells...dun tink 1st..enjoy my hols!!weee!!
sundae's gona b marathon dae..hope i survive it!!weeee..
bladingggg..i wanna go bladeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....i wana do many many many things...weeee..hope i can do the things i hv on my list..hees..im sooooo into xmas!!im making my post xmassy!ahh..
ahh..okies i guess i shld hv really gotten the earphones ehz..e current's one gonna RIP soon..boo..oh wells..nex time!haaz..when im less broke!
xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas xmas
hohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohoho!!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 03:06

*Sunday, November 19, 2006*

bOo..i dun lyk it to c my frens sad...cheer up ppl...smile...all i want is for all of u to be happy...really...be happy...truly happy...not putting false fronts or anything...=)

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 04:19

*Saturday, November 18, 2006*

nice song..
by: Pan wei bo
title: 谢谢
黄昏下的琴键太寂寞
来来去去只剩很拙的双手
陪着因执的我
不停弹奏不停地犯错
想起他为你唱歌时的温柔
我会笑着难过
他能给你保护
代替我的照顾
这是我最后的祝福
谢谢你的结束
冷却后的残酷
谢谢你的知足
告诉我别再付出
谢谢你的温度
记忆留在最初
谢谢你曾让我
幸福
不停唱着愈来愈清楚
想起你看他眼中的满足
我学会了服输
他能给你保护
代替我的照顾
我只能偷偷地
为你祝福
谢谢你的结束
冷却后的残酷
谢谢你的知足
告诉我别再付出
谢谢你的温度
记忆留在最初
谢谢你曾经让我
幸福
想着手心的感触
想着脸颊的温度
谢谢你那些年
为我付出
谢谢你的结束
冷却后的残酷
谢谢你的知足
告诉我别再付出
谢谢你的温度
记忆留在归初
谢谢你曾让我们
幸福

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 02:41

*Thursday, November 16, 2006*

well..had 304 paper tdy..so its 1 down..3 more to go..shall nt tok abt it..so yea..looking fwd to the nex few papers..hees..
sometimes i wish i hv the motivation to work as hard as everybody else...hw come they can work so hard..y cant i?am i really in e wrong fac?haiz..they're too hardworking n smart for me..or perhaps..its juz...ME...im juz too slack..time to do some self-reflection...bLehz..
perhaps...there's also so much things on my mind..tt i really..i tink i shld chuck them away..delete them..n empty my recycle bin..b4 im really able to put my heart n soul into studying huh..*attempts to chuck*..shall try hard to mug hard...
n thx nellers n assoc for the chocs n panda..really appreciate them...u all rock!=p

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 18:00

*Monday, November 13, 2006*

wee..it was great to be home..felt so pampered by my parents!enjoyed being with them..think i too long nv go back..they start feeding me with stuff..been a longggg while since my mum offered to buy me chocs!(usually she doesnt..she thinks it's badd..)..n oso hello pandas!!HEE!!den at nite..my dad bought me some snacks oso..n brought me to supper!!!hee..my parents roxx!!i shld record e food i ate juz ydae siaa...
supper/breakfast with boss,yh n hy: kway chap
brunch:thai food..(green curry) at thai restaurant
in betweens: tau sar pia,chocos,fruits
-nap-
dinner: home-cooked food!!(yummy!!)
aft dinner: fruits, snacks,cheesecake (me n mummy made!!but e taste so-so nia)
supper: satay kacang at beauty world..(my dad juz suddenly sae there gt gd satay kacang..den sae i haven tried b4..plus no nid to wake up too early e nex dae..den he brought me back to hall!tho din join e rest for cooked supper..but still..gd enuff!!)
yes..i LOve my parents n bros!~!~weeeeee..
super motivated to nerds nw..weeee!!!!!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:51

*Sunday, November 12, 2006*

weee...im HOMEE!!H-O-M-E HOMEEE!!yeaaaa..thx to boss!!!!he came to find us..had supper..den he offered to fetch me back!!boss's the bez!!ive gt the best boss in the whole wide world!!!Weee!!!boss rox!!hahaz..
okies okies..dun even noe whether boss wil get to c this or nt..haaz..
anw..yup..real glad to be home!feel so relaxed!!hees...had a nice brunch with my parents at some thai restaurant..green curry roxx!!=P den went shopping..when my mum decided to make cheesecake..so we came back n made cheesecake!!weee!!yumm...hope it'll taste gd..i tot my mum added abit too much milk though..hmm...we shall see ltr..hahaz..
okies..my bro's lappie's chim..hahaz..oh wells...dun care..anw..
was playing the piano juz nw...yesss...i lOVE the piano!hees..den i realise i gt MORE MORE things to do aft exams!!
no. 2x: play piano..n compose song!(i remember me n yiwei sae we supposed to colloborate n compose a song...i get e music done..he add lyrics..until nw..stil haven done it!i shld do it soon!!)
no.2x: bake many many cakesss!!i love cheesecakes esp!weee!!!!!at least its a start to an alternative path..i dun mind being a patisse oso..wee...keep my options open!tts gd!!
heesss
raining dae..booo...nvm...time to get back to studying..LAGGIng!hahaz..gg back to hall ltr agains..oh wells..MUG!!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 15:44

*Saturday, November 11, 2006*

weeeee...its another long dae..n tiring one too..it juz keeps raining n raining..makes me ultra sleepy only..n it doesnt help!!esp since im ultra lagging in my studies..306..waaahhhh...boo..hahaz..
bLEhz..ydae tokked to my mum on the fone..den i realise hw long i haven been home..n hw much i miss home!!bahh!!sobzzzzz...my dad n bro go cameron highlands i oso duno lo..SIAN..bLEhzz...oh wells...but my mum sae they shld b coming down tmr to hv a meal with me!YEA!i love my family..YEAaaaa...
anw..altho i keep complaining abt studying..but i tink its okiess...perhaps we'll all get stressed n tired n sianz abt it..but its actually nt too bad..so everyone dun get too stressed up okiess...jiayou!!we can survive thru this ordeal..juz lyk hw we survived past many others...*grinz*
well..its alwaz gd to think optimistically..esp this season rite..haaz..but ers..dun learn frm me!i kip indulging in coffee n snackss..eeeksss..time to go jogging..if nt boss gona scold agains..he scold me last nite for nt gg jogging but keep gg swimming lo..bLehz..hahaz...
okies...EVERYONE JIAYOU!!!=)

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 15:05

*Friday, November 10, 2006*

bLehz..did horribly for the quiz when everyone did so well...boO hooo!!oh wellss...im telling myself tt i shall mug super hard for the nex few wks..its juz a few wks anw...i CAN DO IT!!
wells...anw...to make myself happy..me n hong may went to watch STEP UP!~its a gd show!or rather it has not bad dance moves...hahaz..make me even more tempted to dance/learn dance/club!darnzz..okiess..no more tinking of such things!tsk tsk..
okies..aft tt came back n indulged abit b4 getting into full mugger mode!im quite happy with myself..im dng my bez to do 306..at least so far..=] hope tmr will be as gd!yea!

anw..suddenly tot of wad i shld do aft exams..so here goes!!
1. get a job (any recommendations ppl?)
2. go shopping at vicocity(i wanna shop til i drop) n everywhere else except JP (getting bored of JP seriously)
3. go blading! (i MISS ECP...i miss my blades!!BAHHHH)
4. continue gg swimming n jogging etc..weeeeee...
5. watch ALLL the movies i wanna watch eg: happyfeet,manofmylife,openseason n more!(takers?)
6. EAT sakae buffet n green curry..(sudden craving for it la...)
7. get a job (okies..im seriously broke so this shld b my priority)
8. spend more time with my family!
9. spend time with my frens!! (s36!!we desperately nid more gatherings!haha)
10. sleepovers?gaming?
11. MAHJONG! (damn long nv play le..MJ khakissssss....)
12. suppers?
13. sleep more?
14. watch Gong, prison break n all e shows ive been missing out
15. do all the STUDENT stuff (well..last sem to be a student wad..so muz maximize my chances!=p)
16. Ktv! (alot more!*sings*)
17. hmm...foood???(i tink i mentioned it b4..but..no harm mentioning it agains rite?food for life!=P)
18. prac erhu more (wow rite?but wells..miss playing it abit..haha..ask bossy to teach me more stuff!hiaks!)
19. play the piano (i realise i MISS piano-ing..muz attempt to play more songs COMPLETEly..i alwaz hv the habit of playing songs halfway..HEE)
20. CLUBBBBB (MOS?Zouk?Double O?)
21. explore jurong (well...3 yrs here n i hv to admit i duno much abt this area lehz!)
22. think of more new n exciting things to do (i nid something new and exciting..i nid to spice up my life!=P)
23. think of something special to do on my 21st bdae! (lyk...bungee-ing!cable skiiing?haha!!)

okiess...cant think of anything else...so yea..tts abt all for nw..shall add on more to my list if i remember wad to do..meanwhile..im looking for company to join me for the above stuff!!weeee!~=)
studying roxx!!=)

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 03:36

*Thursday, November 09, 2006*

hmm...studying for 304 quiz nw..kinda getting more n more fedup..fedup with myself actually..been studying all these for the past few daes..but nothing's in my head!arghhh..y is my brain nt absorbing and remembering stuff as well as b4?darnzz...
n it doesnt help tt LKW freaks me out..he being slightly stern can freak me out alot...306 is gona b a nightmare for me..its gonna b a torturous exam man...in the 1st place..the type of tutor i hv usually affects me..n its his type tt totally freaks me out..n makes me think tt i cant do it..darnzz...lyk marina lee la..she oso freaked me out so much tt i din do well for aa101..boo hoo..somehow i noe i can do it..but its scary..so many foreign stuff..wad hedges to use when..wad type of exchange rates to use..which entries shld b adjusted..which shldnt..boo...this kinda thing do under exam conditions so scary..n i admit tt its cos the whole sem i din put much efforts..haven been dng the tuts..n tho i gt study for e quizzes..but stil..i tink the parts frm forex scares me..*save me* but oh wells...i guess im gona get stressed up over this..but i shall do my bez for this subject k..i noe my frens will b supporting me!=)

anw..on a happier note..i decided to put a dec bdae reminder..so tt everyone will noe who's bdaes are when!weee...
30thnov: ah nua(almost dec oso la..)
2nd dec: wenyi
4th dec: yen
9th dec: yuqin
11dec: my beloved mummy!!=P
14th dec: michael owen (okies abit out of pt..HAHA)
17th dec: MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
19th dec: haoyang aka bossy
22nd dec:kaiyu
23rd dec: yining
24th dec: haoyi/lijing
26th dec: eunice nu er/jocelyn's
27th dec: wei khim

weee...i think tts all i can remember for nw..anyone i left out?sorry ah if i did..tag me ur bdae n i'll put u on this hall of fame!~muahaahaz..okies..im gona go BROKE during dec..so yea..hope i can get a job soon!~weeeeee!~!~
okies..back to mugging for 304..perhaps catching step up or gg for a swim ltr!yea!!=)

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 13:16

*Wednesday, November 08, 2006*

okies a quick post b4 i go swim..hees...gt fedup with the previous blogskin cos of my tagboard.so tada!here's a new blogskin!i think u all might tink its kinda simple rite?but im kinda juz relating to my LOVEEEE for water...hees..so yupp..feel free to tag ppl!!n for those newcomers..link me up!!leave ur blog add too so tt i can link u!!
OH..muz complain abits 1st..last nite my roomie asked if i cld type n click lesser during the nite..cos exams liaoz..it affects her sleep..KNS...blEHz...means i cant play audition in the middle of the nite la!wah lao...haizz..i already not in the room most of the time liaoz..she stil wanna ask for so much..darnzzzz...nex time i shall tell her abt her leaving food remains in the room..stinks up the room la......bLehz
anw..jy for exams ppl!!=)

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 17:17

*Tuesday, November 07, 2006*

hahaz..came back in to link debbie to my blog!weee!!she complaining my blog no tagboard..OOOPs..im lazy la...hahaz..okies oksei..i'll get it up n gg..ersss...SOOn!hahaz
studying's fun!!weeee...yea..hahaz...had a great time chatting with germs n wk tdy..hIAKS!!hope can tok tok tok more!!=P
well..i juz wana add...i hope that everyone will be happy with whoever you're with..its alwaz impt to remain happy..i wish tt all my frens will b happy n get the happiness that they deserve!!be happy everyone..find THE ONE soon...=)

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 21:44

*Monday, November 06, 2006*

was reading my nu er (eunice's blog)..when i encounted this!hope u dun mind gal!=P

December: This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

how true ehz?wad do u think?(tell me directly!!wee!!)for me..i tink to some extent its true la..at least to the part that saes ' Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know.' I guess many would sae..how true!!hahhaaz..haoyi said..'u're like an onion..many many layers to peel off b4 someone can noe wad u're thinking'..perhaps perhaps perhaps!~! well..basically..come tok to me wheneva u nid someone to listen to..someone to cry to..someone to laff with..someone to provide gd advice(at least i tink i do!)..hahaaz..i'll alwaz be there for u all my dear frens!!u all rock my life!!i luv all of u..n i cherish frenship more than anything else..frens for life ppl!!=)
as for myself..i'll try to open up more when necessary yea..but dun worry ppl..im fine!im fine le!!weeee..sorted out my tots lo..weee..being happy n enjoy muggging is all i wanna do!!hiaks~

so to end off...call/sms my hotline(if u're a fren of mine u shld hv it!MUAHAHA) whenever u nid me k?!thats wad frens are for!=) dun try to be shy ard me ahz..hahaha

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 22:10

*Sunday, November 05, 2006*

feeling nostalgic nw..haha..was tokking to germs juz nw..den realise..wow..2++ yrs passed so fast..ive known the nutties..nellers etc for 2++yrs..weee...so interesting!!anw..a special post to nutties!~!~!~
in this 2 yrs...we survived thru countless presentations and seminar classes and lectures and pjts and exams...weeee...its really great noeing u all..i really love u all sia!brought so much fun n laughter peace and joy to my life!!weeeee!~!~!~!~! tho we're nt alwaz in e same classes..but yea..its abt e same..weee...love all of u!!
juz nw we sae until i gt so sad..teared abit..haaz..cant imagine in less than half a yr..we'll go our separate ways le..cant imagine nt attending lesssons anymore..nt spending as much time with them oso..woW...oh wells....tian xia wu bu san zhi yan xi..hahaa!!
THANKS to u all for making my uni life so wonderful!!
(nellers..urs will b up ers...soon)
time to auditon!wee!~

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 02:48

*Friday, November 03, 2006*

i luvv the peace and quietness underwater...its juz so....calming..i luv it..it gives me this calming feeling..i feel super relaxed..i luv it tt way...i luv the water...hw i wish i can stay underwater all the time...each time i nid to come up n gasp for air...i feel...boo hoo...back to the real world..darnzz...i wanna juz stay underwater...all the while...maybe i shld juz invest in lyk..some kind of device to remain underwater all my life...all by myself..nice n calming..weee...i lyk..
hv i mentioned tt i luv the water?i luv swimming?i luv...the water n swimming!=)

i nid something to block out all stupid tots n concentrate on mugging..
-confidence lvl dropped to lowest pt eva..sighzz...-

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 19:33

tdy's a mix of gd n bad stuff...hmm...
had 206 presentation this morn...i MUZ MUZ MUZ mention my wonderful n fun 206 grp mbrs!~they are...*tada*..debbie,lijing,joleen, kenneth n me!!wee!~ anw..it went okies ba...juz tt i tink e prof tink we nid to go indepth for our report...okies lo..weee...haahz...we gals so furni..IMMEdiately aft we presented...we headed to the toilet to change back to casual wear..wee..we're a fun bunch man!n as usual we left poor kenneth there packing up his things alone..ooops....sorry!~hees..
anw..right aft class...we headed out together!!we went JP's crystal jade to eat...n kenneth treated us xiao long bao!(he wanted to treat us e whole meal la..but we paiseh..muahahahaz)..aft tt..we went kbox at clementi together!!wow...we all can sing!muahaahaz...okies..me nt tt gd...btu e rest were gd la..muahahaz...so fun so fun..kenneth put up a special performance...it was DAMN furnie la..hahaz..so fun...too bad i left earlier..i bet they stil had loads of fun aft tt..hahaz..=P LOVE you all!~*muacks*
wad i heard in e evening was e one tt really infuriated me...the msn chat was even worsee...arghzz...i tried beri hard to nt be irritated..but seriously..its IMPOSSIBLE...u're really causing distress in my life...stop it!stop irritating me!arghzz!!each time i really try to b nice...but each time my tolerance lvl really dropping..i get irritated at e slightest thing tts done..arghzz..even 2hrs or so of audition haven cooled me down yets..but thx to everyone who showed concern..=) i shall nt elaborate too much..cos i tink it'll make my blood boil even more..juz lemme survive thru this exam period!!*prays hard* -shall aim to do even BETTA during these exams!-

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 01:20