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*Friday, October 26, 2007*

Necessary Indulgences!!

its the time of the mth when all you feel like doing is to indulge!haha...n it can help to prepare for the battles ahead!!!yummmyyy!but shit...fattening!and yes..im broke..but as per above..its NECESSARY...so yupp..spending's justified!muahaha!
jogging shld help...rite?haa!

we're soo darnnn freakingggg cheap labor!bah!

btw...bossy gt drunk on 2 mugs of beer!he started sounding high!omg!HAHAHA!

happy oktoberfest and pre-earliered halloween to one and all!!=D

'if you're afraid of everyone leaving you, what do you do?'
'make them stay'
And if u cant do that or dont know how to?'
'i don't know?'
'Actually you do;You leave first, so that you dun have to watch them walk away'

tumemanques..beaucoup!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 21:37

*Thursday, October 25, 2007*

new wants!!
1. wallet!!
2. bag!!
(n yes they are additions to my list of wants!muahaha!)

bahhh..its really the never-ending wants la...shitt....shopping during lunch make me ohh so tempted to get more shoes!boo!!
germs jioed me to go shoppping..my response? 'okies!i'll leave my cards and money at home..bringing along my ezlink card and 10bucks only!' haha!!hope it works!

and yes..time to learn and keep an open mind and think positively abt each case..perhaps its not as bad as i imagine..at least nt yet...maybe opportunities are there for me to seize them..just that im not exactly making an effort?but den againss...perhaps they arent exactly there for me to seize them?i duno!

bahh..nonsensicle talk!
looking fwd to: linkin park concert!marathon!slack period!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 22:17

*Monday, October 22, 2007*

crazy yours truly has succumbed to her wants and ended up cutting and coloring her hair!at chpt2!200bucks!faints!concluded that im too psychoable...get psychoed ezily!but well..decided that my previous hair color really cmi..n my hair was really in horrible condition..plus now i dunit to rebond since its short anw..so yeaa..but still..im freaking brokE!
anyone wanna donate to the 'save yiing frm gg broke fund'?your kind donations will really be greatly appreciated!
im soooo gonnna eat grass the nex few wks till my pay comes again!haiz!
i shld really really really learn to save $!!hai!!have u seen anyone who's suchhhh a spendthrift?!haiz...i nid to save!stop me frm buying and spending crazily!!faints!
concluded that perhaps its cos i dun really hv jobs for these 2 wks tt gt me so excited..bahh!i shld be bz so that i gt no time to spend $!!bahh!!!
n bossy drew a damnnnn ugly pic of me when i told him wad i wanted to do with my hair..he sux!i refuse to put it on my blog!bahh!
and yes..pls do not forget to donate to 'save yiing frm gg broke fund' after reading this k...THANKS!!terima kaseh!arigato!gracie!merci!xie xie!gam sia!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 22:39

*Sunday, October 21, 2007*

The Day Yours Truly Rationalises her splurge

uh huhh uh huhh...retail therapy rox totally!!i luv retail therapy!=D

it all started with

1. enjoying a saturday shopping and hanging out with frens' a great joy! vs. staying n working late in the office on a saturday(hur hur) (haven shopped and enjoyed my wkends for 2+ wks!)

2.able to slack and enjoy the 'orchard air' and 'vivo air' vs. the still and stale 'raffles place(or wherever e clients' place is) air'

3.high lvl of satisfaction (well..retail therapy works perfecto for me!) vs. low morale with numbers

4. pay day! $,$

5. spending while hanging out is totally right!

6. having the tots of wanting to watch ppl spend money ended up the other way rd! (as usual!!sun you!i wanna shopp with u!den i can watch u splurge!MUAHAHAHA!save me frm feeling guilty abt my buys!hiaks!)

7. my white shoes (look below!) doesnt seem to wanna cooperate anymore!~

so say BYEEE to that white shoes..and HELLOOO to my TWOOO new pairs of white shoes!muahaha!i juz LOVE white shoes! (btw..this is like my 7th or 8th white shoes le..hmmm...)

nice ehh!!!i love them!=D

denn not forgetting having dinner with nellers celebrating my cheri's be-earliered bdaee!!she was supposed to be surprised..but a hiccup the dae b4 made her suspicious!ohh wells!!

dinner at asian kitchen at vivoo...and once again...nellers with loads of pics!always ready to pose and smile for the camera! *xi gua tian bu tian?!!* muahaha!!

my cheri!je t'aime!=D happy bdae!

jeff,cheri n me treated them to dinner..wahaha!and the last splurge of the dae was CHOCOs from Candy Empire!!muahaha!but i din buy much for myself la..haha...effectively 1 bar niaa...e rest was to share...n the chili choc was supposed to be used as forfeit!but ohh wells...chocs rox!
auditors nid chocs badly..its the best!muahaha!=p n the run(jog) this morning at ECP make me this teeny weeny bit less guilty of getting that bar of chocs..hiaks!=p and dammit i gt burnt from e run!my face is pain!bahh..MORE SUNBLOCK!

and yes...so now i declare that im broke for the month!no more splurging!!hees...

The never-ending wants:

1. new mp3 player! (cant decide whether to just get a mp3 player..or to get psp?suggestions?!)

2. do something abt my hair! (cut, rebond, color?suggestions pls!!)

3. more clothes n shoes? (seriously..u (or rather I) juz cant get enuff of them!)

4. more books? (i juz cant stop buyin them..tho i dun really hv time to read..hmmm..haha!)

5. more chocs (yes i'll nv ever get sick of em!)

6. moisturiser and sun block and and ands!!

7. more good food? (one of the best ways to reward yourself each time you get a shitty job!)

8. blading and ktv! (im sooo missing my dearie blades and singing!bah!)

9. and yesss..i STILLLL want to save $$ for more many other bigger wants like going overseas on a yearly basis (i still cant get enuff of europe!) and opening a business and getting my driving licence (bah!) and my mini cooper (nearer target wld be a suzuki swift)..n loads more!

bahh..wheres the money when u need them?! hmmm!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 20:08

*Saturday, October 20, 2007*

a load off my shoulders finally...at least most of it...great relief to hear that no issues were raised and that signature's where it belong...finito for the moment...phew!!mood went up x 100 appetite went up x 100!!efforts paid off!sense of achievement!!great lvl of satisfaction!ratings for myself?perhaps 5/10...definitely loads of room for improvement...but at glad tt ive gt the chance and with the help and guidance of many...ive learnt alot tooo!more abt the job,more abt the ppl,more abt interacting with ppl,more abt handling ppl,more abt myself..reckon the last one to be one of the most impt...
the temptations of just giving up when work's fustrating seems ohh soo wonderful...but i'll hang on and push myself more and work towards gaining more experience and be less of a quitter!things im telling myself whenever such tots cross my mind..hope my fellow peers will think thru it when such tots cross ur mind tooo!!
wad i try to remind myself off...gt the following off a postcard on my wall..somehow i reckon it works for me....hopefully it works for all of u too!=D

Don't Quit
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
when the funds are low and the debts are high,
and you want to smile but you have to sigh.
when care is pressing you down a bit-
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
as every one of us sometimes learns,
and many a fellow turns about
when he might have won had he stuck it out.
Don't give up though thr pace seems slow-
you may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man;
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captures the victor's cup;
And he learned too late when the night came down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out-
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
and you never can tell how close you are,
it may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when youre hardest hit,-
It's when things seem worst that you musn't quit.

p/s: cabbies are getting on my nerves!darnn!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 02:57

*Saturday, October 13, 2007*

im a true blue(literally and metaphorically) auditor!
what a perfect heading to depict what my life has been for the past few daes(it has only been DAYS juz to remind u..)..dun wanna bore and scare people away from the auditing line...so in a nutshell..im almost a walking zombie for now..my eyes are really getting smaller n smaller le(yes yes i can imagine yq commenting on my eyes agains..haa!)...n i dun think ive ever been this diligent when i was studying...this is like..preparing for exams everydae...n the battle aint just with papers and numbers...it comes along with the need to put up a smile and talk happily even though u've had a bad day..u din have enuff sleep...and it doesnt help that your efforts aint appreciated and you get snapped back at or given THE attitude..eeks..its time for everyone to learn the basic courtesy of treating each and every person with the basic respect he/she deserves...and not act all high and mighty and crazyy..we're all juz trying to do our jobs..so dun make it tougher for either one of us yeaa?its better to make more frens den enemies...
and seriously...we really noe how to kill trees man!!the amt of papers we use each time..omg...no wonder regardless of hw many recycling campaigns there are...it juz doesnt seem to improve the situation at all!

my brain's totally malfunctioning already..i cant think n get the right words out!faints!

-tired and overworked!i need a break!~

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 22:23

*Saturday, October 06, 2007*

a night to remembeR!
din really wanna post this..but i guess i shld..to remind myself of the shit i gt into...
ydae was really..memorable...welcome nite!!had its ups and downs tho!!loads of fun with the fellow g2s...we can really drink!!trays and trays of tequila shots...omg!n dancing was woo so highh!!!and lovely photos were taken(esp. for victor hur hur!!HAHA!) dun really think u all shld noe hw much i drank man..its...nt gd..haha!!
things were quite blurry aft tt...remember pam n weimin disappeared for damn long...den victor n i went back to our area to see if they were there..den weimin came back(think by den pam left le)...den somehow chih yeong n ryan left but i dun remember when...den gt dragged away by hong may to phuture(think by den weimin n victor left le)..den remember cihui they all came...aft tt was horrible shit..tink merlioned horribly and cld hardly walk or talk or think!they had to get my bro(aft calling like so many ppl) to come send me back home..n i totally conked out!omg!!very very very badd!!nv wil i do this agains man!!
THANKS to my wonderful frens for taking care of me when i was so down...thanks man!loving u all!!hope u all enjoyed urselves too(i really really feel very bad abt spoiling the fun for u guys too man..)n i vow nv to drink like that EVER agains man!(tdy bossy juz niaoed me the wholeeeeeee dae...bleh!)to my fellow g2s....cheers to us!HAHa!

on a sidenote...was flipping thru a bk...n it says tt women alwaz take the emotional approach...to take a rational approach is nv our forte...at least not mine for now...tots juz fill my mind..esp since i dun hv confidence in myself anw sad to speak...alwaz imagining the worst situations....afraid of repercussions...afraid that it will happen to me(aft all who can b sure of what will happen in the future?)..altho i hope things will turn out well and sometimes i tot tts hw my future will be like..but once again...who can be sure?enuff saiddd...forgetting is ezier said than done..probs nv cease to exist...hoping for the impossible..how long can i last?
forgive me for this crazy side of me...

was at that cd shop and juz cldnt help but get attracted to their in house compilations..totally addictive!i luv them!!ended up buying the compilation named 'music to watch girls by'...37bucks!oops!but its freaking nice!highly recommended by yours truly!!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 22:52

*Thursday, October 04, 2007*

at times i just feel indifferent...cant be bothered...perhaps it doesnt matter anymore...or rather it does but ...the 'but' exists...perhaps i could be selfish...so that others would be happier...would that have resulted instead?
perhaps its more impt to learn to cherish...

a nice song i discovered playing frm my mp3 player on the way back...

Tonight -FM Static

I remember the times we spent together
All those drives, we had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York everything felt right
I wish you were here with me,
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together,
were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming
Except we always woke up,
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play

All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late
I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus, and how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad, sometimes
Not having you here

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight
I say
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 22:51

*Tuesday, October 02, 2007*

work makes me tired!!i soooo wanna sleep altho its juz like...10pm?!omg..this is not gd..and i just feel sleepy for the whole day...so ended up talking cock quite abits..haha...lala..work makes ppl cranky...gd in a way..bad in a way...heard some stories frm my snrs...guess it can really be horrible if u gt a horrible client sia..but its oso impt to have nice and supportive colleagues to spur u on!(ive gt a feeling i spelt tt word wrongly..but all of a sudden i cant remember how to spell!omg..im shagged out!)yupp..im glad that so far the ppl ive been working with has been very nice and very helpful...esp to us G2s...=D
hengs this wk dunit to work till late yets...the only bad thing's that the place doesnt hv internet access!!(talk abt wireless @SG sia...where isit when i nid it?!omg)other than tt still quite okiess...the place is nice...n i get to explore places for lunch..dun hv to be stuck at 1 food outlet!and the room we're in's soo....quiet and aloof...its like a sanctuary place..haha!perhaps tts y i keep feeling so tired ezily..ahh..
ive gt this love hate relationship for work....ah!haa!
on a happier note..looking fwd to welcome nite at zouk this fridae!wootz!!can catch up with the rest of the g2s and the unit!wootz!

-Il y a des choses que je veux dire mais il ne sera pas dit. (hopefully this is not structured wrongly!)

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 21:52