Water`drop

*Wednesday, January 30, 2008*

expectations

hate it when i fail myself...especially when its something stupid and the mistake was totally unnecessary..its a minor issue..but it totally reflects how lightly i treat things and matters...to allow such a mistake to happen...i need to learn...i need to be more serious...

on a sidenote..my dear hiang kiat has gotten passed the SIA interview and will officially be an SIA stewardess in time to come!weeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!happy for her!!*cheers!*

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 00:42

*Friday, January 25, 2008*

mind...should not...be wandering...
*think happy tots...think happy happy*

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 00:09

*Monday, January 21, 2008*

shopping!rox!totally!esp with the gals!buy buy buy!psychoing each other here and there..wahaha!shop!rox!i love!beauty fanatics!*goes gaga!*
84bucks just for shopping for the day!(another...20bucks for food perhaps?)ouch says my pocket and wallet and account (and yes another step further away frm that sticker im supposed to claim from bossy!)..but weee goes my heart and soul and body and mind and everything else!and i think ive got quite gd buys too!

from missha!2 nail polish, 2 eyeshadow thingy, 1 glimmer eye powder (hMM..dunno why i got those when im oh so lazy to put makeup(ok maybe cos they've got 50% discount for the eyestuff if you buy 8 items..and so we managed to get 8 items togethe!HAHA!)..but its so darn tempting!esp with the sun you-s' ard!)
splurged: 20bucks! (and we got the mbrship there..so need anything can ask me for the card!)

Diva!they were having sale!up to 75%!so splurged agains!
2 pairs of earrings, 1 red hairband, 1 hair scarf thingy? (RETRO!)
splurged: 10bucks! (fantastic deal!)

Face Shop! at first only wanted to get the base coat and the top coat..but sun you tempted me to get the scrub thingy..cos i was saying i got quite abit of blackheads..den at 1st we managed to buy things worth 68bucks..den cos another 12 bucks and we could get the mbrship..so ers...i decided to try the scrub too!
splurged: 30 bucks? (the scrub's like 26!oucH!but i think it works!*psychos myself*)
and yes..we did get the membership too! so ers...if you need it..you know what to do!
needs to learn how to buff/paint nails properly...amateur! *faints*

Sasa!nail polish remover and foot file/pumice stone!
splurged: 6bucks! (cheap!)

XX shop! (dunno the name!) but its so cute and nice and pretty!
splurged: 12bucks! (DARN good deal!their stuff only 10-12bucks!haha!)

shops which i DIDNT buy anything: tinkerbell, g2000 blu,ezine,urs,watsons,mphosis etc etc..many many!surprise surprise!

listening:songs by olivia..rox! =D

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 00:33

*Sunday, January 13, 2008*

went for service ydae with lp in a different church...tho its different from the services ive beeen to (in a way)..but nonetheless it has made me realised the importance of God to me..and realise that all this while...its not that I CANT do the things ive wanted..its just that im..not putting efforts to do so...but if i can just put that lil efforts in it...I CAN do it...aft all...its really just a matter of whether...i want to or not...
procrastinated for so darn long..but..who doesnt?
ultimately...its just getting down to it and finally completing it that truly matters...and the satisfaction you get from it is wonderful!
im sooo gona put all this into practice from now on...i cannot guarantee that i can do EVERYTHING i want..but at least...im gonna try...and im gona do what i can...at least...i noe ive tried..and..by the time im....old? i will not regret it!yesh!
and i believe God will help me and guide me through..all my ups and downs...

hope everyone will be able to try too..and also..please cherish all your loved ones...and tell them how much you love them!
i love you all!=D

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 21:48

*Thursday, January 10, 2008*

i guess its the work and the many other crazy factors and all the crazy thinking that got me into that horribe disgusting mood and perhaps unknowingly cause others to think/worry about me, and perhaps also unknowingly hurt them.
i should also not vent my frustrations on my loved ones.
im sorry. i dont mean for it to happen. it just got the better of me. agains.
thanks for being there nonetheless.
im not gona let this happen again!it sux!i hate myself for acting the way i did. i hate myself for allowing it to affect me so bad everytime. w/o fail. i dont want it to happen again. i dun want to jeopardise everything. im sooo gonna cherish this. i must constantly remind myself of this, and not stupidly allowing it to affect me again.
i take back all the crazy tots and words that i said in a fit of anger.
i wan to be happy. i wan you n everyone to be happy. too.
once again...i must thank god for everything and for you..and thank you n everyone for being able to tolerate all my crap/craziness.
thanks. arigato. merci. gum xia.gracie. xie xie.
new year resolution:
1. try to stop letting my emotions get the better of me. NEVER allow this to happen agains. (no venting of frustrations of my loved ones!)
2. cherish and accept.
3. think less.
4. love more.
5. be happy.
6. communicate.
7. save money.
8. lose weight.
9. go overseas.
10. get an oven.bake bake bake.
11. learn cooking.
12. get that darn driving licence.
13. shop less.
14. save money.
15. spend less.
16. spend more time with frens/family.
and i guess this list is just...never ending.but u get the idea.

a crazy start for the new year..but i noe it'll be better. i want to make it better. hopefully i can do all this!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 00:15

*Tuesday, January 01, 2008*

happy new year to all of you!!hope you will have a great and wonderful 2008 ahead!please be happy and safe always!!!!!=D
in 2007...many things happened..a crazy year indeed...but im glad it din turn out as bad and horrible as i tot it might be...had a horrible start...but the year passed...and it went okies...i could even say it went well....with my family and frens!=D
well...just hopefully 2008 will be wonderful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well..a quick update on what happened in the past few wks...but i guess pics are the best!so here goes!!!

hk trip! (21-26dec)

ers...din bring cam...so not much pics taken..sadded nv take pics with sun you!omg!but well..met up with yen n hy!n here's us at some mall..(i duno where!i just follow blindly!haha!)

DnD 29dec07 (retro theme!!)

most of my unit ppl!

us bored while waiting for late comers!

most g2s with e interns!

us with afro n genie!

us with adrian panG!he can sing!

Chalet! (30th dec to 1st jan!)

self-prepared vegetarian steamboat!alot alot of veg!!

us while waiting for e fireworks!(butt ache!) (kiat's disgusted with me i reckon..haha!)

and finally..the long awaited fireworks!!WELCOME 2008!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 22:17