Water`drop

*Sunday, April 27, 2008*

eeks!7 meals of fast food in 8 days!
no wonder im sick! =(
pui!
better recover asap!
3 more days!wee! Happy!
*leaps with joy!*

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 22:29

*Wednesday, April 23, 2008*

lyy gave kyy an 'Intro to deciphering that handwriting - HW 101' course tdy...and kyy is suddenly darn interested!din know there was sooooo much into handwriting deciphering!wootz!looking fwd to finding out more more more..weee!when ive got time..wahaha!
mood wasnt too gd cos keep hearing about things that i dont exactly feel like knowing...but oh wells..guess i nid to face up to reality eh?
praying hard..doing my best..hope my efforts will pay off...and hope i'll be able to continue and do well...

on a brighter note...7 more days!=D (*eyes sparkles*)

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 00:18

*Saturday, April 19, 2008*

biggest achievement of the year!
blade ard 28km!(suppose so...feels like it!)from ecp to changi beach park!omg!cos june say got new road that leads there...so we tried..and tried and tried...darn tiring!!and changi beach was just....a beach!fainted!funny things happened on the way tho...like being 'unglam' and 'banged' into the same pole as june...and i fell front on my knee!bcos of a kerb...dammit..haha!but darn stupid...wah..but the workout kinda felt like marathon...i got abit tanned sia!and we were so tired aft blading we cabbed home..
and Oh!i tried mcgriddles!yummy!perfect combi of my faves!hotcakes + sausage mcmuffin!yumz!making me hungry!haa!
tired tho..ouchh!feel super worked out!
and i bowled!wootz!reminds me of the good old days..score varied..ups and downs...but oh wells..with more trainings maybe i'll bowl better..when im less muscle-achy too!
springbreak at st james...to go?tempting aft watching white chicks..haha!
gd show...guys shld learn to understand why girls do certain things...for a reason!wahaha!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 22:57

*Thursday, April 17, 2008*

i want to go on holidayS!
i want to busk in the sun (with alot of sunblock tho) and just lay there and relax...i want to swim whenever i want...it wld be better if i could see and play with the turtles...enjoy the nice surroundings..in fact..have the chance to fully appreciate my surroundings...when can i do that?

its weird how something minor could evolve into something so major...it got me thinking...and keeping me up awake at 1++am....isit the expectations?isit the different views?isit just plain immaturity?what isit?
den agains...why do i bother?
ah...or maybe it means quite abit to me..

thinking back...i regret not studying hard during uni days...dammit!praying hard for gd results.

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 01:19

*Sunday, April 13, 2008*

its great to chat with mr sailor after so long..been like decades since the last time i chatted with him!and he's coming back!
he got to travel to so many places..see so many things..tried so many things...
snowboarding = heavenly (when the hell am i ever gona try that?!)
raw horse meat (omG..i dont think i'll ever eat that!or have the chance to do so!he said its tasteless though..)
tokyo = girls damn cute (dammit!me also wad!hahaha!)
but there are occupational hazards too...oh wells..

i feel darn bad...sorry..really...
i suck eh?i cant think..cant act..cant understand..cant empathise properly...im stil such a bitch..dammit..
sorry really

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 01:08

*Tuesday, April 08, 2008*

wee!people just love procrastinating...me too! got things to do..complain...nothing to do..complain...alamaks!
thanks to porkpot for providing a new game for brain rotters like me to play with when im darn bored! (haven tried..but wil do..n i bet its gona be good!wee!)

evolution!change!different mindsets!gen gap!ah!
guys cooking, girls into money making and money spending..hmm...
???????????????????????
question marks all over the place

turtles corner!me love!
jealous of joyce who went snorkelling and took a nice pic with turtle!jealous!me wants too!

love,hugs kisses to all my frens. =D

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 22:49

*Friday, April 04, 2008*

how i wish everyone can be happy...how i wish things wont be so difficult...
contemplated for so long..before i made a final decision...finally deciding that i should do something for myself...i tot i should be happy...but it seems that im just disappointing people...
i guess i can never do things right

whats right?whats wrong?how to force yourselt to do something lly alwaz wana do so that 10 yrs down the road...you wont curse and swear and regret not doing it?

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 21:48

*Tuesday, April 01, 2008*

crazy weekend...fun to catch up..fun to playy...tiring on the heart and the soul and the body and the mind tho....love it still nonetheless!
back to the good old sch...how i miss the good old days...st nix days...vj days...ntu days..bahh..

work is nuts..bahh..but ohh wells...i can only hope for the better...

talked to my bro who told me he's going for bowling and dragonboat A Div..darnn..he's making me jealous..and making me realise how much ive been a quitter my whole life!and how he's realising the dreams ive tot of doing before...it sucks

things i wished i could do and did but stop halfway:
1. piano (performing std i wished? stopped grade 5 i did)
2. cello (one year..and i stopped)
3. bowling (trained and joined competition...and stopped)
4. swim (love swimming, attended lessons but nv did go for the test gradings)
5. dance (started dancing..but never got to stick to it long enough)
6. windsurfing (3 months into it...stopped aft changing jc)
7. abacus (took grade 8 -1...failed grade 1 in the end..and decided to give up)
8. inline hockey (played awhile..stopped)
9. fencing (trained for a few months..den stopped)
10. soccer (totally wanna play...but totally no motivation to train hard)
11. erhu (to play better..but i dont prac..darn)

things i keep thinking of trying:
1. diving (dammit..when can i ever get to do it!)
2. drive (aim: to be a driver too in 2008!)
3. bungee!!
4. exploring somewhere exotic...or do CIP at some place too
5. water sports...i need them!

bahh..basically this list can just go on and on and on and on..im such a lousy idiot..darnnn..oh wells...
rattles rattles...time to tell myself to take action and stop thinking only

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 22:24