Water`drop

*Monday, July 28, 2008*

maybe i shld really learn to appreciate god's gifts to me...for letting me meet and know so many wonderful people that has come into my life...appreciate all of them for who they are...and not expect the unexpected from them...

what are genuine coincidences?what are things that are fated? are some things/events etc meant to be hints? that coincidences are maybe just not coincidences but in fact hints that things are perhaps not meant to be?is that the case?

perhaps im just thinking too much agains..but it seems like it is...

tell me what i should do?

ps: am addicted to sudozhu on porkpot ...still trying to complete those lvl5 ones..bah!go try man!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 10:22

*Sunday, July 27, 2008*

went ntu to take pics with nellers tdy...fun!and loads of memories too...weird weather tho!
we've graduated!wee!

missing the good old wonderful days...

went visiting today...and i realised how things hv changed...how ppl have changed...
as ppl get older...all i want to do is to try to be with them and spend more time with them...
it saddens me to see how the things are now....
sigh

you gain some you lose some...how much more can i lose?

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 21:26

*Wednesday, July 23, 2008*

oh dammnn...lousy day it is!
and wth...even excel AND msn AND the darn stapler are all going against me...KAOZ!

i hate wasting paper....everytime i try to not overzap or overprint...but the more i try to be
careful...the more i overzap n overprint..BAH!

where is the line between being optimistic vs being OVERoptimistic?

what the girl wants....what the girl truly wants..what the girl can have...what are the whats?

*puts on thinking cap*

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 16:41

*Sunday, July 20, 2008*

bonus in!wee!happy doodle-doo dooooo!~lalalala!~

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:18

*Saturday, July 19, 2008*

The Ultimate

Taking the day off...and heading to shop!

objective of the day: get a handbag (because ive got NONE!) and more shoes (they're spoiling!

Outcome: 200sgd out of my pockets....and in came shopping bags with a top, a dress, 2 skirts and a pants...

Hmm...so where's that handbag and shoes i was SUPPOSED to get?!

boy am i sooo not gona spend anymore!im hopeless!no more spending!
signed up for posb mysavings account immediately when i got home..forcing myself to save!!save save save!!

perhaps all this happened because of the hugeeee emotional roller coaster ride i've had for the week...thanks to my frens for hearing me out...
i do hope things turn out fine...i really do...aft all..efforts are made..i shld learn to appreciate...i want to believe that this will work out....

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 22:23

*Sunday, July 13, 2008*

escapade for the wkends resulted in:
1. green clutch!
2. white shoes!
3. green dress! (its not monocolor!)
4. blue top! (wootz! FINALLY a blue top!n it has a few shades of blue!)
5. some waist wrap stuff!
6. movie, food, ktv!
7. laughter, thoughts, emotions,feelings
8. ALMOST ended buyin a pair of green shoes and yellow shoes and blue shoes...but i STOPPED myself!muahahaa!PHEW!

total damages to my wallet: 200 probably?
oh wells...at least ive put my wkends to some sorta gd use...it keeps my mind off things!

-会呼吸的痛

*note: post has been edited to block out certain content*

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:42

tots on mind...

so singaporeans are considered materialistic?guys feel tt its hard to get a date if their pockets are empty?hMM.....

so wads really a date? and wads not?wads with a guy and a girl hanging out?hMM...

wads impt? love,sex,morals,family,bonuses?which ranks highest on the 'important list'?

why's every corner of singapore jammed packed with ppl at e weirdest times of the day?

whats right?whats wrong?who can determine?who shld?

what if you feel bad when u're 'doing onto others what they did onto u'?where's that line of segregation of duties?where's the line of 'enough is enough'?
how far can u push that line back to?

being kind to others vs. ppl taking advantage of your helpfulness...where to draw the line?

a long list of weird qns huhh...ans?i dont know...some tots but i still dont know...darnnnn

shopping is a wonderful escapade...i love! S-A-L-E! (the wonders of 4 letters strung together!)

let me in and i might just let u into mine...

how long more?

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 00:42

*Sunday, July 06, 2008*

finally added porkpot to my links...always been wanting to do it but i finally remembered to!
*crosses it out of my to-do list!woot!*

and finally started watching sex and the city...after 22 episodes of it...its not just abt the sex...it actually touched on many many interesting topics...and its kinda like 'what women want' and 'what women wonders?' its actually kinda darn interesting!in love with it now..haa!
pam lend me season 4,5,6!woot!haha!
advice to guys: watch it if u wanna noe what women think and talk about..haha!

oh my..i suddenly remembered that 4 july's another impt date in my life...something i did one yr ago which i guessed became a huge turning point in my life...am i regretting it?i hope not...

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:44

*Saturday, July 05, 2008*

4 july 2008 marks 1 year anniversary!1 year into working adult!met wonderful people, wonderful colleagues! thank god for letting me meet n greet such wonderful ppl!
the neverending flood of emails about lunch, babes, hunks,outings etc...it nv fails to make me laff!

P&C..keep it that way we shld?
feel bad.

no stalling of the car finally!woot!hope it continues this way..now i nid to try to jerk the car lesser..eeks!haha!love hate relationship for driving?hmm.

i think waffle crisps has disappeared for gd. I.AM.SAD!i need waffle crisps! =(

i need to face it.its a choice i made.i should not be blaming others for these choices i made. stop being a blamer! (*screams to myself!*)
time to face up to them.
live with them, or make changes to them.
its all about 'what i want to be' vs 'what i have to be'. draw a line.

yet agains..wont it reach a point when u're actually making excuses for others?when u've already been putting in efforts x 100000? where to draw that line and make the grand exit? *ponders*

reads: 'the 7 habits of highly effective people' was recommended to me by a trainer..and now its inspired me quite abit...its making me rethink..about every single damn thing.

6h time difference.argh.that.sux.i can totally feel its impact on me tho it barely started. darn.boo.bleh.blah.bahh.hai.
make time pass faster for a while will you?
tu me manque.beaucoup.
thinking of you.

on another note...i miss all my dearie frens and girlies and everyone!when are we meeting up?!meet me!think of me!cos im thinking of each and everyone of you!love you all!!

emo-freako

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:22