hMM...perhaps this is SOOOO true...hMM....-nids to rethink about my future soon- but its nt tt ez...huge responsibilites follow when i grad...my life is not only mine...ive gt others to consider for...i cant only think for myself...e tot of wad follows aft i grad...e type of life i'll b leading...e huge responsibility i've to undertake...it scares me....it really does...sighz..dun think any of u will understand hw i feel...*i feel lyk a small kid with huge responsibilities...im no longer young...i hv to convince myself...i hv to learn to cope with these huge responsibilities...* -siGHz-

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 00:37

wOO....wkends here again!!yea yea yea!!!fun fun...a visit by a shuai ge to our company today brightened up my dae!!haha...he stepped in at ard 550pm...someone's son...who i think is perhaps...ard 25 yrs old?well...he's quite shuai la...hahaz...tried to show cihui...but she was too bz balancing her balance sheet..ignore me...blehz...n i din get to take the same lift as him...hope he comes n visit his mum every wk!!wOO HOo!!eye candy!!
nex..its our fridae activity!!wOO hoo!!dinner with the nutties alwaz rox!!hahaz..n germs finally joined...managed to drag all of them to new asia bar!!woO hOO!!though wei khim n germs din buy alcoholic drinks..well..at least they stepped in!!hees...oH...n serene n keith joined us oso!!so fun...think this is really gonna b a usual fri activity liaoz..haa..new asia bar rox!!on the 72nd floor of swissotel stamford...scenery damn nice!!sg looks small n overly densely populated so high up..haaz...anw..there gt quite abit of ang mohs..nt bad nt bad..drinks 1 for 1 b4 9pm...free entry b4 9pm oso...haaz...drank test tube babies....shared it with keith...its quite..hMM......haa...see the pic...its so chio!!but taste wise...so so la...but its strong..haaz...ltr shared rum breezer with hong may...its so-so oso la..i think so far lychee martini's stil the bez!!luv tt!spent 22bucks on drinks tdy...daRNz...haaz
nex wk's e dae i start on my 2 dollar per meal budget!!everyone pray tt i can make it k!!
da vinci code tmr!!wOO HOO!!xmen3 nex wk!!anyone?

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 00:45

*Saturday, May 13, 2006*

hmm...somehow i feel things are not the same as before le...some awkwardness lurks ard...things seems different...nt as happy n fun as b4...y?sighzz...hope everyone will b happy n cheerful agains okies...smile smile....luv all of u!!=)

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:12

*Friday, May 12, 2006*

finally gt passed the first wk of PA!!*3 cheers* hahaha...been a real tough wk...but well...at least im learning things i guesss....juz hope tt i can do things well ba...hees...
ydae...went out for dinner with e few of them...hahaz...sort of lyk maybe mini celebration..had sakae buffet!!ppl who went:me, wei khim,cihui,shixian,keith n chang long...haha...keith n chang long...they were in e same class as us in sem 1....but i din noe them beri well...din even tok much...until lyk ydae...they're damn lame...joined wei khim's lamers club aft cihui forced them too!hahaz...damn furnie...i keep laffing thruout my meal...hahaz...we juz ermz...spent our 1 dae's pay on sakae's buffet....bLEhz....haaz
aft tt...wei khim n shixian went home...den we were slacking at city hall there...waiting for hong may to come..n oso eve n serene to reach boat quay...we were supposed to head to a ktv pub at boat quay...cihui insisted we went along oso...hahaz...its a long story..but furnie...jioed yiwei down oso....so hmmz...a dae of gettin to noe ppl??had loads of fun...n my dear cihui drink until seh agains...pengs...stil sae last timE she can drink 8cups of vodka lime w/o getting seh...pengs...aft tt...supposed to go for supper...but din la..so went home..hahaz...hope everyone enjoyed themselves...hahaz =)i think we shld do this weekly...hahaz...get together weekly..den we can all complain abt work n stuff..hahaaz
tmr's ktv with nellers n assoc...grinz!!fun fun!gt loads of songs to sing...woO hOO....

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 22:15

*Monday, May 08, 2006*

1st dae of work...well..at 9am...im starting to reconsider whether is accountancy for me..am i really suitable for this job?wad if i cant do well?wad if i totally suck at it?wad if its nt something i enjoy dng?i noe cihui's a person who really enjoys auditing..but am i such a person?thx to er zuo ju...it gt me thinking...thinking wad do i actually want for my future...is this wad i wan?
somehow i keep tinking hw nice isit if im a doctor instead...maybe bcos i noe wad a doc does...accountant or auditor..i hv no idea i guess...nt til nw..or rather tdy...1 dae of exposure..abit scary..but hope the daes to come wil b betta..9wks 4 daes more......*countdown*
maybe wads really worrying me is...this time nex yr im actualy working as a real auditor/accountant...tts scary..i duno hw im gonna cope...can i put in so much efforts to get a job done?im wondering..in addition...huge responsibilities lie ahead...i guess im no longer young anymore..loads of things i hv to take care of..my family etc...mayb tts something which im afraid of oso..i dunch noe hw im gonna handle everything..its all so scaRY...
feel lyk continuing my studies..dun feel lyk starting work so early...but i guess tts nt possible...i think i nid to face reality somehow ba....

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 22:19

*Sunday, May 07, 2006*

exams are officially over!woO hoO....but my holidaes are short-lived..starting my attachment on mondae liaoz...sobz...oh wells..working at tanjong pagar...9-6pm...come n find me if u're free!!=P
well...my short-lived holidaes was spent rather wisely...thurs right aft paper...went to get attachment stuff...lyk makeup n more working clothes..haa...spent ALOT...but well...i guess BO BIAN (at least convince me its really for a gd cause...if nt i very xin tong...so much money spent!!eeeks!!)..den come home played RON...pengs..i stil suck at it la...2hrs to fight a battle n din even win it...sianzz half...oh wells...guess i really nt beri gd...haaz...den watched er zuo ju!!so nice!!the show rox...nw i noe y e rest were so crazy over this show le...cos its really gd!!everyone...its a muz watch!!
fri...went to meet some of the s36 guys...haha....been so long since i met them...guess they din change much ba...small gathering oso...only me,hy,cy n zq went...haha...watched MI3!superb show!!abit sad tt orange lambo gt blown up though...hahahaaz
sat...went to celebrate hong may's bdae!fun fun!!hees...went devils...there abit..hmm....music's gd...but some guys there sux...haa...lazy to sae...but yea...
sun: which is lyk tdy..when im indulging in er zuo cos im waiting for my hair to dry (yes..came home at 5..)..think tdy shall juz slack at home...home's gd..i luv home..
anw ppl....jio me out!hahaz...although im broke...but i stil wanna meet up with all of u!!=)

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 05:57

*Monday, May 01, 2006*

pooF!im back..kinda finished exams...left 1 more psycho paper on thurs....n ive only studied 1 chpt out of 15 chpts..woo hoo..tis is so xciting!!
anw..ydae went to ecp to blade with ning,nua,qi,angelini,yuqin n yuhui!!yea yea!!fell once..but wasnt serious la..haaz...bladed quite a distance...but think lao le..so fast shag..hahaz..ohoh....e cable water skiiing thing is up!!feel lyk trying..hahaz...reminds me of wakeboarding!feel lyk trying wakeboarding..haaz....okies...tts beside e pt..ydae oso ate apollo char kway teow!!yesh!!finally craving for it for sOOO long!!wo oHOo!!yummz yummz...anw..aft tt some of them left...den me,nua n yuhui headed to esplanade for grEEN curRY at thai express!!super duper yumy!!i luv green curry!!yuhui loves green curry!we are gonna psycho nua to love green curry too!!yea yea!!haha...denn headed to marina sq to shop..den we ended up watching 'the wild' instead!!cute show..haha..e furnie thing is..we'rehot frm the tan..n the surroundings were so cold..we were freezing la..haha..so furnie..heng i haven fal sick..hope wont oso..hahaz
psycho psycho psycho..eeks..dun feel lyk nerding much...boo...
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y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 00:46