Water`drop

*Tuesday, March 25, 2008*

how weird isit when some comments are just etched into my mind...and they just tend to haunt you...especially at the weirdest moments...when you tot things seem to go well..but...is that the case?why the uncertainties?why the hesitations?why 2nd tots?why..the lack of confidence and sureness?
perhaps it boils down to the responses too...

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 22:09

*Saturday, March 22, 2008*

Happpy good friday!~ happy indeed..finally a longer weekend break!

wee!i love!
caught horton...its nice!and funny!i love it!
i love horton!!its soooo darnnnn cute!i love elephants!!after turtles!weee!=DDDD

'im as light as a feather'

'im as light as air' wee!

da speck!

us aft e movie n shopping n resting..lia darn cam shy..HAHAHA!yea right..bah!haha!

nice song from the movie!!love the lyrics..somehow very..meaningful to me..=)

'Cant fight this feeling anymore' - Reo Speedwagon

I cant fight this feeling any longer

Yet, I'm still afraid to let it flow

What started out as friendship has grown stronger.

I only wish I had the strength to let it show.

I tell myself that I can't hold out forever.

I say there is no reason for my fear.'

Cause I feel so secure when we're together.

You give my life direction, you make eveything so clear.

Even as I wander, I'm keeping you in sight.

You're a candle in the window on a cold dark winter's night.

And I'm getting closer than I ever though I might.

And I can't fight this feeling anymore.

I've forgotten what I started fighting for.

It's time to bring this ship into the shore.

And throw away the oars forever.

'Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.

I've forgotten what I started fightin' for.

And if i have to crawl upon the floor.

Come crashing through the door.

Baby I can't fight this feeling anymore.

My life has been such a whirl wind since I saw you.

I've been running around in circles in my mind.

And it always seems that I'm following you girl.

'Cause you take me to the places that I thought I'd never find.

Even as I wander, I'm keeping you in sight.

You're a candle in the window on a cold dark winter's night.

And I'm getting closer than I ever though I might.

And I can't fight this feeling anymore.

I've forgotten what I started fighting for.

It's time to bring this ship into the shore.

And through away the oars forever.

Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.

I've forgotten what I started fightin' for.

And if i have to crawl upon the floor.

Come crashing through your door.

Baby I can't fight this feeling anymore.

oohhhh!!!!

headed to ikea aft that..WEEEEe! i lOVEEEEEEEE ikeaaa!!!cant wait to hurry get my room done with all the nice pretty stuff...weee!!excitinggg!!cant wait to go for trip no.2!!after ive got all the measurements ive want and make sure the things are perfecto..den i can buy more thingsss!

got myself a red rug to kick things off tho...weee!cant wait for the next trip!!AND my swedish meatballs which i missed out tdy!!!!!!!bahh!!!!!

weeeeeeee!
my room's gonaa be darnnn red at the rate its going...vs. lia's room of superr green...wahaha! =D

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 00:54

*Wednesday, March 19, 2008*

food cravings and mood goes crazzzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyy when its the time of the month...darn!
control control control...
cannot be too complacent!
coffee is good..but too much is bad! gloria jean's double the joy...but also double damage on the wallet...oops!

needs to...abstain from coffee and sweet drinks!eeks!
but coffee...keeps me awake!haha!

random crazy ramblings...im highhhhhhh because of a spicy-ish tummy after nice mee goreng...yumm!~

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 23:35

*Monday, March 17, 2008*

i haven learnt enough, i haven done enough, i haven achieved my ultimate aim yet...so im not gonna give up...yet

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 22:26

*Thursday, March 13, 2008*

This is how my dearie ipod touch looks like now...
reD!awesome doodle doo!~

i love my ipod touch!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 21:45

*Monday, March 10, 2008*

ntuco concert has ended! it was...okies i guess..hahaz...loads of fun..and yuhui was gd!wootz!lengzai! *whistles*
enjoy the following pics! =D

gifts from my dear germaine, wei khim and cihui!thx for e gifts and thx for coming!

oh..also thx to lia n qiu too!weee!! =D

our gift to lengzai!cool eh!weeee!

aft the concert!!

lengzai ou xiang in the middle!weee!!

tigerrr!weee!!

once again..its over...gd job to everyone!~ =D

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 22:27

*Friday, March 07, 2008*

received an interesting email tdy...

If you don’t want to be ill...

...Speak your feelings.

Emotions and feelings that are hidden, repressed, end in illnesses
as: gastritis, ulcer, lumbar pains, spinal.
With time, the repression of the feelings degenerates to the cancer.
Then, we go to a confidante, to share our intimacy, ours "secret", our errors!
The dialogue, the speech, the word, is a powerful remedy and an excellent therapy!

If you don’t want to be ill...

...Don’t Live By Appearances

Who hides reality, pretends , poses
and always wants to give the impression of being well.
He wants to be seen as perfect, easy-going, etc.
but is accumulating tons of weight.
A bronze statue with feet of clay.
There is nothing worse for the health than to live on appearances and facades.
These are people with a lot of varnish and little root.
Their destiny is the pharmacy, the hospital and pain.

If you don’t want to be ill...

...Accept.

The refusal of acceptance and the absence of self-esteem,
make us alienate ourselves.
Being at one with ourselves is the core of a healthy life.
They who do not accept this, become envious, jealous, imitators, ultra-competitive, destructive.
Be accepted, accept that you are accepted, accept the criticisms.
It is wisdom, good sense and therapy.

If you don’t want to be ill...
...Find Solutions.

Negative people do not find solutions and they enlarge problems.
They prefer lamentation, gossip, pessimism.
It is better to light a match that to regret the darkness.
A bee is small, but produces one of the sweetest things that exist.
We are what we think.
The negative thought generates negative energy that is transformed into illness.

If you don’t want to be ill...
...Trust.
Who does not trust, does not communicate, is not opened, is not related,
does not create deep and stable relations,
does not know to do true friendships.
Without confidence, there is not relationship.
Distrust is a lack of faith in you and in faith itself.

If you don’t want to be ill...

...Do Not Live Life Sad.

Good humor. Laughter. Rest. Happiness.
These replenish health and bring long life.
The happy person has the gift to improve the environment wherever they live.
“Good humor saves us from the hands of the doctor". Happiness is health and therapy.

so yup..hope this serves as a gentle reminder...to you and everyone..to be happy..

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 12:08

10 reasons whyyy i should stay at home:
1. TO welcome and enjoy the new additions to my collection.....
my ipod touch and my altec lansing speakers!!!!!!!!!!!!weeeeeeeee!! my room's almost perfecto now...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
i love my ipod touch and my altec lansing!weeeee!
time to blast that nice chill out music and read that book of mine and just...enjoy..
ahhhh....wonderfullllllllllll!!

2. im broke
3. taxis sux these days. the new rule is the worst rule implemented.
4. im broke
5. sg is soo freaking crowded!!EVERYWHERE there's people!bah!stupid jams!
6. im broke
7.my room is on its way to comfort zone x 1000000!
8. im broke.
9. inflation's a killer
10. serenity is bliss....wee!

aims for the next few years:
1.work overseas (especially in europe!!)
2.licence before i hit 24 (well...im giving my chance time to fail..tho i hope i dont!i need my mini with me!!!)
3. get my diving licence before i hit 25
4. do bungy jump or skydiving before i hit 27
5. travel to eastern europe before i hit 29
6. open my cafe before i hit 30

okies...with points 1-5..point 6 might have to take longer than i tot wor...haha!

endurance is a virtue.....endure endure endure!!

-i dont know what to do anymore...numbing myself with work and tiring myself out...frees the mind from the mindless thinking-

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 00:16

*Thursday, March 06, 2008*

a moment of folly? or a right decision made?
too serious too soon?or too many challenges?
to face it?or to back away and hide and avoid like i always do?

random crazy thoughts in a crazy shitty week...
bahhhhh
dilemma
hides

ps: 9 months as an auditor...9 months since it was known...wow!

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 01:18

*Monday, March 03, 2008*

i need to think properly, act properly and rationally, compromise, think for others...
i need to stop being childish, stop being foolish, stop being selfish....
changes arent immediate...but i will try to...
give me this opportunity and time to attempt to change?
meanwhile..accept me for who i am..and tell me when my behaviour cannot be tolerated...
i'll attempt to do the same...

'Do unto others as you would have them do to you". Luke 6:31

ive to also learn to accept people for who they are and not expect too much from them...
*learning in progress*

everyday's a new lesson...to learn and progress is the most important...

tu me manques beaucoup x1000000000000000000...sorry for being such an idiots

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 21:46

*Sunday, March 02, 2008*

mj..is soooo not my forte...time to resign to my fate...tho i was just 1 tile away from making my shi san yao!boo hoo!
but oh wells...its fun to play mj nonetheless...need to think more!wahaha!and can catch up...and talk nonsensE!
and another ulterior motive is to see angel!

angel on the floor.....awwwwwww!so cute!
she's just so darn cute and lovable...weee!i think it got fatter tho..must be the owner la..haha!angel!!

2nd month!weee!=p tu me manques beaucoup..

mood's...somehow just like how angel looks in the pic...

y||ng picked a waterdrop @ 01:10